'Move my way' b.s. -on hold-

03.

I walked along the street i thought about carolines words to show weakness ... I don't know why I never show someone when I'm sad...

I ring the doorbell and my mum opened me .

She was crying when I was away .

She had dark shadows under her eyes from the mascara.

I hugged her.

Then i went up in my room.

I grabbed my laptop and checked my twitter. After that i grabbed my IPhone and play some music I chose Katy Perrys "Thinking of you".

I shouldn't do that cause this song let me cry .

All the things appear in my head when my ex was cheating on me and the thing that my dad was now cheating on my mum . Everything appears! I wipe the tears away and looked into the mirror.

"Sweetie,Dinner is ready!" my mum screamed.

Oh my gosh I looked like a zombie .

As fast as I can I wash my face and put some new mascara on than i ran downstairs into the kitchen where my mum prepares the Dinner.

We eat in silence.

I hate those silence but I don't wamt to talk about random stuff and bug her .

After the Dinner I wash the dishes and help my mum.

"What do you want to do tommorow Honey?" My mum asked and broke the silence.

" Err...nothing special maybe going out .." I reply.

My mum smiled "I'm really sure you will soon find new friends "

"I hope too " I said halfsmiling .

"Go in your room! I make the rest alone " mum said smiling.

"Thanks . Love you " I said kissing her cheeck .

"Love you too baby " She said .

I went upstairs. I changed into my Pyjama and grab my Book which I read the last time.

**Next Morning**

I woke up hearing the birds sing .

My book was lying on the floor whoops. I must be falling asleep when i read .

I was in a really good mood .

After taking a shower and prepare my daily make over which was mascara,lipbalm,concealer and powder. I went upstairs notice my mum was not home anymore .

I found a little piece of paper on the kitchen table...

Good morning sweetie

i'm gone to my new job

Will be home at 4pm

Love you

After reading this I grab my IPhone,my purse,my key and an apple and went out .

It was a wonderful day really sunny.I

I walked along the street I was full into my mind with my dad,my life , my always sad mum when a tear slowly fall down on my cheek .

I don't want to cry but I couldn't stop it.

I wipe the tears away when someone walks into me .

" Err.. sorry " I said

"I'm sorry " A boys voice sad.

I don't want that he laugh at me when he see that i was crying so i walked away.

I heard steps behind me .

"Wait ... ! " the boy screamed.

I slowly turned around and see the boy. He had dark brown curls and brown eyes . It don't know what this was but it was like a flash.

I see him and had this feeling I couldn't explain.

He came to me

" Sorry you had lost your key!" he said smiling .

"whoops Thank you " I said .

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So how do you like how they meet each other...?

I will later update..

So till now nobody read the story hope soon it will changing !

lots of love Natalie xx