I feel so empty inside....
I don't know what to do anymore to fill this hole I feel in my chest...
I'm not faking it anymore....
This pain is real...
I wonder if dying can fix it...
I wonder if this emptiness inside of me is just another sign that I don't belong in this world anymore...
I know I'm not eating as I should be, but it hurts to eat...
It hurts to do anything at this point...
I truly wonder sometimes, if this hole inside me is lack of love or just a sign that I'm no longer supposed to be on this world..
Maybe if I live through this one day someone will fill this hole inside me..
But I don't know if I can wait that long...
But I guess waiting is all I can do....
