You know when you have a really strong connection with someone and it's almost like you're family?
So I found out that I have a distant cousin that I've been good friends with for a while and neither of us knew that we were relatives.
He seems to be the only one to make me smile or laugh anymore.
Some of my friends are pissed that I'm not spending time with them anymore because I've been spending time with him.
I've tried to split up my time but I'm always ignored in my other friend groups.
I'm in so much pain right now I can't even.
I may have sprained or fractured my hand/wrist and it really hurts to type.
I don't know what to do and I'm scared that I'm losing my friends again.
My parents are constantly screaming at me and I can barely focus on school at this point.
I don't even know why I'm posting this...
I guess this is in some way calming to me....
Being able to share my thoughts without being criticized......usually....