Hey.....do me a favor

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You select this then you search it up. When you'll hear it, the girl singing as Chara is me.
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(Warning; some of you might not understand this yet, please leave if you're not a person who bear bad ideas, by that I mean depression)




I wanna talk to you all....tell me, and don't hold back...are you in depression?
I didn't mean to push you on the edge of the side but bear with me, are you? Think twice...why are you in fact, "depressed"? Tell me, I'm not afraid when you suddenly lash out. Please, I care too much and deeply about everyone.

Let's start.

Look, I have never undergone depression, why would I when there's so much for me to experience? I wanna talk to you all. I've been noticing some of you going into deep conversations about being depressed or sad or even have/had the guts of being suicidal. Please, let me stop you there...I know some of you smile it off, but you have to get it off your chest someday. Why would you end your life? How could you go depressed at a young age? I'm not fully experienced with these kinds of things as I said, but I understand...

My heart...my promises....my soul....it can shatter anytime from one little detail, yet I still have the guts to smile like an idiot until tomorrow. I'm a positive person, and I handle these kinds of stuff because of my young mind. Why can't everyone have a happy ending? I ask that to myself...why were we meant to be like this? What is our purpose in this world? What is our role?

Well, I don't know about you, but I figured out what my purpose and role is. My purpose here is to learn more, take more, be broken more and see if I can still be determined. My role is very big for a person like me, yet it seems that I can handle it. Now enough about me, now about you. What do you think your purpose is?

Would you believe me when I say; "Life? Life is a challenge...you face both bad and good encounters on the way as you grow. To me, life is a jerk. It tests with your capabilities and incapabilities, to see wether you stay standing, or you fall. It breaks your heart, sees if you're still determined to get through life, then rewards you with a good ending."

It's kinda true....it tests me on every bad aspects in my life, and I stay standing –rewarding me with happy endings right after. Look, forget about suicidal thoughts, throw 'em off. You carry your family name, the one who will beach out the very name through out history. I feel bad, you would miss out if you were to be dead today.

Let's just get to the point...I don't want to see anyone to be hurt both mentally and physically, I want everyone to grow. Yet that thought will never come true. People's lives were written as it was laid in front of them, they just follow the script. But sometimes, you don't go by script, and that's a good sign. It actually means that your not giving up hope that easily. Like how I'm not giving up that easily on you. I may not know you, or you may not know me but I'm telling you friend, that I can feel everyone's heart pounding as one. Get me wrong, I'm not that experienced to explain what I meant, but I'm not experienced in helping others. So let me help you...

Bash out all of your feelings, tell me what's wrong. Tell me your problem...I need you to trust me. I will forever trust you, even if wet different.

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