Welcome to my life

Chapter 1 - One Drowning Two Deaths

I have never been like this before... I want to kill everybody. Nobody seems to notice me anymore. It doesn't feel like I belong anywhere, except when I am with her. Elexa was perfect, she could make anyone smile, happy or broken. The way she walks, talks, smiles, is a beauty. I don't know what I would do without her, I probably wouldn't be here if it wasn't for her. If you haven't already noticed, I have problems... people bully me for it. I can't go on social media without seeing hate about me. Some say I seek for attention.

"That was really brave of you," well if I didn't do it, I wonder how many other people will start hating on me. Nothing new.
"Oh yeah, thanks."
"You saved a kids life, aren't you happy?" no...I didn't want to save him.
"Of course, but how did he end up there?"
"I don't know," strange...

"Mum? Is that you," mum? what?
"Get away from the board walk!" I can do this, this may be the only thing I can do to make people like who I am.
"I love you mum," but I wasn't his mother...
"Noo!"
I ran as fast as my legs could carry me before i fell. I unzipped my silky, puffy gold jacket and threw it on the ground, along with my white and black adidas shoes. I dived in the dark , dusty, earthy lake searching for his body, but there was no sign of the kid. I dug deeper until I was running out of breath. I swam back up to the surface taking a deep breath and went back down. The further I went the darker it had gotten. I felt something on my foot, I pulled it up to feel what it was. It wasn't him. Panicking was the best thing I could do right now, thinking I'm going to drown trying to save a young little boy. Until I felt a hand grab onto mine and i pulled him up like there was no tomorrow.