Welcome to my life

Chapter 3 - My Bad

"I heard about your father.." I swear I have the bad luck charm.
"I came here to move on not to be reminded of my past!"
"I was only going to say sorry. Why do you have to be so ignorant?"
What. Me. Ignorant?
She did not just say that to me.
"Sometimes it's better to keep your mouth shut and give the impression that you're stupid then open it and remove all doubt. Last thing, don't come running after me. Because...I'm done with you," I kept in my tears as I had to be strong to leave my best friend after everything we have gone through. I don't care if she insults me and make jokes about me for fun, but this, no. I will not let this go.
"I wasn't going to anyway."
"Ouch," who does she think she is.
"Good, hope it hurt," smiling brutally.
I turned my body around walking the opposite way from her. She doesn't care bout me so why should I? I didn't turn back at her but I could feel her stare on my back.
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Opening the front door as I entered it creaked. I slipped through the small gap, breathing in as much as I could hold. Catching my breath as I was inside.
"Zelda?" oh man...
I ran to my room so softly on my toes that I couldn't hear myself.
"Zelda is that you?"
I closed the door swifty behind me as I put myself in my bedroom and locked it. Come on...don't do this. She knocked again on the door wanting to come in.
I dragged myself over to my bed and threw myself onto it. Exhausting. Knowing I would have to get up to unlock the door to let my foster mother in. Aghhh.
"I know you're in there," of course I am, the door is locked. Dumb.
"Please, I love you," Why am I going weak? Why can't I control my tears. It's not like "i don't" cry every night listening to James Blunt "Goodbye my lover," and "You're beautiful".
I finally hoped off my bed and walked over to my door. Placing one hand on looking at the black tiled floor of mine.
"I don't..." I don't love anybody...I hate myself.
"Don't say that..."
Not knowing with to do, I opened the window up and put my left leg over. Thought of a second if this is right. Yes. Of course it is.
I pulled my other leg over flipping myself and falling to the floor, catching my balance to the ground on my feet.
Grabbing my hoodie from the back pulling it over my head as it poured down it rain. I ran towards the end of the street where you could only turn right or left, going under the tree. Already freezing my body off, shivering to my death.
O-M-G.
My ex best friend had just drove into my drive way. Yes, the one I had ditched. May sound mean but it's true.