Is This Fate?-Garrence fanfic Mpreg

Our Fate Is Twisted

*Author's Note*

Hey guys! I'm sorry about my absence on here again but I hope you enjoy the new book since I got the idea and lots of time to write them! HA! take that inspiration meter!(Sorry, I'm a little crazy at the moment...XD) But anyway, ONWARD MY TROOP!

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I don't understand this feeling, Is it real? Our connection is strong I can agree but, how can that connection really go overboard? I know it's creepy to you that I watch you while you sleep sometimes, I know I seem crazy at times but, I still have these feelings and I don't know why. there are times where I can't stay away from you for even a single moment, and there are times when I can't stand you, but does that matter? My whole life I've been told what I'm supposed to be and that what I'm feeling is wrong, but how can loving someone you care about, you love deeply, and someone you trust with your life, be wrong?

Laurance's POV

I wake up to the sound of whistling in the kitchen. I smile. "Either it's Garroth or One eye." I quickly jump out of the blanket before it claims me as it's prey for the whole day. I walk over to the closet full of green and brown. (Yes, I'm that obsessed.) I reach my hand out and grab a shirt at random. When my hand returns from the green and brown abyss, It holds a striped green shirt I haven't worn in months. "Great! It'll probably rip in the first five minutes of me wearing it no thanks." I said with SASS. I randomly picked from the many shirts and finally find one that's big enough to fit my thin body. I quickly get dressed and walk over to the mirror with comb in hand, and start to groom my "Lion's Mane" as Garroth calls it. After 15 minutes of trying and fiddling with my hair it looks fine enough to walk out and start the day even later than I had planned. Once I walked up the stairs I turned to see the golden haired man I keep dreaming about. "Hey bro." I say, hoping to get his attention. His head turned and his expression moved to a smile. " Hey Laurance! How'd you sleep?" I replied "Horrible. I keep having trouble sleeping." Garroth placed his hand to his chin. "That's too bad... Wait, Is it because of my snoring? Zane keeps telling me that that's what keeps him awake until like 2 o'clock in the morning he said." I shook my head. "No, it's me. Why would you think it's your snoring?" I asked. He puts his hand to his neck awkwardly.

"It's just You've been talking in your sleep sometimes when I walk by your room saying I snore too loud." I laugh.

"Really?" He nods. "Well Don't trust my sleep talk. It be crazy!" I say trying to cheer him up. It works. Thank Irene and he chuckles.

"Thanks Bro. I needed that." I smile. I start to feel sweaty. Being around him for too long kinda gets me so nervous I could puke. I want to tell him how I feel but i'm afraid he'll reject me. It's like being able to reach something but finding out it's really miles away. I smile at him before quickly grabbing a bowl from the cabinet and pour a random cereal and just sit down while i feel like I've forgotten something. MIlk. Great. Before I could get up though, Garroth pours the milk into my bowl for me. I smile nervously as I realize the handsomeness that was before me and I dropped my spoon. The clanging of the metal against the glass snapped me back to my cereal before I could give anything away from how I felt about the boy I knew who I wanted so badly to be more than just a Bro.

Garroth's POV

Laurance's attitude has really changed the past few weeks. Ever since I overheard his conversation with Aph where he was saying something about how "I'm afraid he'll reject me." and "What'll he say? I know he doesn't feel the same way..." They broke my heart. I've had a crush on him since like 3-4 years ago. I know we pretended to want Aph for ourselves but in reality, I was just playing along. All I wanted was his happiness and if that was with Aph and not me, then let him be. But ever since I had overheard the conversation and Laurence saw me, He's never been the same. The longest time he's been able to withstand being around me is like five minutes. I try to make it longer than that but with no luck he just runs off or completely shuts down practically. I want to tell him so bad but I don't know how... I know he won't reject me I'm just worried he'll shut down and run off in the first five minutes of me even trying to spit the words out. Laurence used to watch me sleep sometimes and I found it a little creepy but after he left for awhile I kinda missed it because at least he was here. Now he doesn't even do it let alone anything longer than five minutes for social actions or activities. He doesn't even flip his hair anymore and rarely gives me any sass which I miss terribly. I just want things to go back to normal to where we're still stalking Aphmau and Aaron and Laurance has no idea of my crush like now and I never knew of his on whoever the guy was. I try to be respectful of his privacy when he does run off but when he's actually sitting or actually talking with me it's a different story.

"Hey Laurance what you doing today?" I try to start but he quickly mumbled out a sentence before running out the door.

"Uh going to the library that's all..." I roll my eyes as he walks out. That's only one of his many excuses for not spending much time with me. I sigh as I walk out the door. If he's not going to tell me why he's only able to hold a social interaction for any longer than 5 minutes I'll just have to figure it out myself. I grab my flannel and I slip a white a shirt on and walk out the door.

Laurance's POV
I just don't want to keep this up. I love him but I'm afraid I'll get... Just forget it. Its nothing. I pedal my bike down the sidewalk and I finally reach the library. I put my bike in the holding slot and walk in.
"Oh hey Laurance! Here for more studying right?" Mrs Gladios asked. I nodded. She smiled as I walk down to the adult non-fiction section. I would check these books I'm studying out but I don't want Garroth finding out about my "health condition." that's another reason I'm afraid of even staying alone with him for five minutes before things go a little too far. I pick out the same book i had been reading every day for the past month. It was called Abnormal Health Conditions and how to Treat Them. I flipped to chapter 6 and reread over the precautions I needed to take so no matter what happens I won't have to worry about anything.
To create a infertility potion you will need:
Mint leaves
Dandelion pollen
Vanilla extract
And a golden lock of hair.
I sighed. I just wanted to be a normal guy. No way if being able to disrupt any kind of love or affection I could have felt with Garroth. I flip the page for another recipe but it was one that wasn't highly rated. I just supposed that it'll work. I just wanted to be the old Laurence. No way of ruining a life I could have with Garroth. I read over the recipe and it seemed easy enough without any kind of hair or all that crazy stuff.
Ingredients for infertility potion:
1 mint leaf
2 almonds
1 tbsp of milk
3 cups of fertala fruit juice.
I quickly copy down the recipe and rush out the door to see Garroth standing there.
"Laurance, what's going on? I've tried to keep your respect but that respect doesn't mean letting you run off every five minutes you're around me. What's going on? You can tell me I promise I won't reject you. Please just tell me." I just look down at the list in my hands. I start to speak before my voice gets happy.
"Don't worry! Everything's going to be ok soon... I promise. Just trust me and then I'll tell you soon once I get back. Bye!" I say as I take off. The sound of the bicycle wheels against the concrete told me how fast I was going. I sighed. I just needed to get this over with and then I'll be as good as new.

Garroth's POV
I don't know why I try. I just walk into the library and I see he left out the book he was reading. I walk over to it and I read the title of the chapter and then I start to run after Laurence. How to help a man who is fertile become infertile potion recipes. I panic. Why didn't he tell me? I could've helped... I could've supported him. Is he pregnant? I don't know. All I know is that I need to stop Laurance from taking that potion. If he does he'll lose the ability to do something many men can't. I run down the street and I see Laurence's bike park itself into the super market's bike parking lot and I see Laurance running inside. I run again down the street and I look inside and see Laurence already purchasing the items he needed. I sigh. I guess this is what he wants... If it is then I'll respect that but I've respected his reasons for not being able to talk to me for too long. I start to walk back down the street as I take off my flannel. I wrap it around my waist and I hear an echo play in my head
"Everything'll be fine!" Laurance's voice plays on repeat. I just shake it from my mind and focus more on what's in front of me as I see Laurence's bike wiz past and into our backyard.