Behind Closed Doors (Liam Payne fanfiction)

Chapter 10- Please Stay

I looked at my wrists. Examining each and every scar. Some from months ago, some from a few days ago.

My hand was shaking as I held the razor over my scars.

One for my parents.

One for my sister.

One for my uncle.

One for that creepy dude.

One for my old school bullies.

One for-

I was in the middle of my 6th cut when the door flew open.

I immediately dropped the sharp object and looked up to meet a pair of extremely hurt eyes.

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Louis. (HA! bet u weren't expecting that)

I swiped my hand across the floor, pushing the blade behind me and hoping he hadn't seen what just happened.

He just stared. His gaze never left me. My tears had stopped.

'why?' he said, barely above a whisper as he slowly kneeled down beside me.

'I..i.. ' I couldn't find the words to say. I didn't want him knowing about my life. I didn't want any of the boys to know. My eyes looked down to the tiles on the floor.

Louis engulfed me in a tight hug and I wrapped my arms around him as a couple tears silently rolled down my wet cheeks.

'shhhhh, it's okay. You'll be okay, I promise.' He said as he soothingly rubbed my back.

We just sat in each others embrace for what felt like forever. This was what I needed.

I yawned and Louis pulled back, his hands on my shoulders as he stared deeply into my eyes.

'im going to help you.' he said.

'Thank you, Lou' I said.

I yawned again and Louis picked me up, carrying me over to the bed. I didn't protest because I was too tired and to be honest, if he hadn't carried me I probably would have just fallen asleep on the bathroom floor.

He gently placed me down and tucked me in.

As he went to turn around to walk out the room, I grabbed his hand.

'Please stay. Just till I fall asleep' I whispered.

'Okay' he said as he gave me a small friendly smile.

He got in beside me, leaving some space between us. But at this moment, I just wanted someone to hold me, I didn't care who, I just wanted to be held.

I wiggled my way closer to him and grabbed his arm, draping it over me. I heard him chuckle lightly and I soon found myself in a deep slumber.

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I woke up the next morning feeling stiff. I tried to open my eyes but the sunlight peeking through the window made me groan and roll over onto my stomach, burrowing my head in the pillow.

I felt a chuckle beside me but was too lazy to look up.

'Thanks for being there for me last night, Louis. You have no idea what that meant to me. Im sorry you had to see um.. you know.'

'see what?' he replied.

He didnt remember?

I rolled over and rubbed my eyes. They stung from my late night crying session with louis.

I opened my eyes and gazed up at a familiar pair of chocolate brown eyes.

'Liam?'

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Okay so this is probably the most boring update in the history of wattpad but I just needed to update.

so I think im just going to start doing short daily updates because then you have something to look forward to each day but don't get mad if theyre really short ;-;

Anywaysssss thanks for the votes and comments :3

special shoutout to kattommo5 because she's amazing and I love her and you should all go read her Liam fanfic 'Half A Heart' it's fucking amazing and im addicted.

-KidrauhlPayne