Behind Closed Doors (Liam Payne fanfiction)

Chapter 13- Awkward Conversation

'Thank you Liam' I whispered.

I turned my face to look at him, a small smile playing at the corners of my lips. We stared deeply into each others eyes. It was so easy to get lost in his beautiful brown orbs.

He started to lean in and I just froze.

He kept getting closer and closer and I realised what he was doing...

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My breathing hitched.

As much as I had longed for this moment, I couldn't. We weren't together, we hadn't spent much time together, alone, at all really. It wouldn't be right. I don't want to give off the wrong impression. I don't want him to think that i'm using him for the fame and money, because in all honesty I couldn't give a shit about that.

All these thoughts whizzed through my brain and then I realised Liam was just millimetres away from pressing his lips on mine.

I turned my head to the side, his lips gently collided with my cheek.

His mouth lingered there for a few seconds, as if he was trying to understand why I hadn't willingly kissed him. I mean, he's the Liam Payne. Worldwide superstar, 1/5 of the worlds biggest boyband, he probably didn't expect me to reject his kiss.

He pulled back and looked into my green eyes. His brown orbs made me melt. His eyes held a look of disappointment but he quickly hid it.

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have..." He started

"Liam, don't worry about it. You go have fun in the studio with the boys, i'll stay here or go for a walk or something" I smiled at him.

He nodded and we both stood up. I quickly held him in a tight hug and really didn't want to let go.

I heard a cough from behind me and turned around to see Harry.

"Getting cosy here, are we?" He asked, wriggling his eyebrows up and down.

"Oh shut up, Harold" I said and playfully slapped his shoulder.

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A few hours had passed and I was lying on the sofa, watching Snow White on the flatscreen. The boys were still at the studio recording music for their fourth album. I still hadn't listened to any of their songs and was extremely curious to find out why they were so popular.

I turned the television off and wobbled up to my temporary room. I went into the bathroom and changed the bandages on my leg. I then decided it would be a good idea to go to my uncles house to try and find my money and other stuff that meant a lot to me. I won't go today though. I need to think it through and plan it out because it's very risky.

Niall left some money on the kitchen table and told me I could go do some shopping or go to a café while they were at the studio. I grabbed the money and shoved it in my back pocket and headed out the door, locking it behind me.

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It was around 4:30pm and I was still outside. I went to the pharmacy to buy some womanly necessities.. if you catch my drift. I then went to Victorias Secret to buy some new underwear and I bought a pair of jeans from Hollister. Niall left me £200 and I had already spent £140, I promised myself i'd pay him back.. Maybe I should look for a job. Most of the shops are starting to shut now, so i'll have to look for jobs tomorrow.

I decided to walk home as it was now nearing 6:45pm and starting to get dark.

I found a cute little café a few streets down and decided to stop by to buy a hot chocolate.

I ordered a hot chocolate with whipped cream and pink marshmallows and a cheese toastie as I was quite peckish.

After a few minutes, my order was ready and I took a seat by the window. I looked out in the streets of Wolverhampton and watched as people walked past. My drink was steamy and too hot to drink yet. I nibbled on my cheese toastie until I was full and couldn't eat anymore. I only ate about half of it so I decided to put it back in the paper bag and offer it to one of the boys when I get home.

After I finished at the café, it was already dark out. The street lights illuminating the dark pavements. I kept my head down as I carried my bags in hand, still a slight limp in my leg, it was painful but I was getting used to it. I made sure to memorise which streets and roads I walked down when I went to the shops, and ensured that I wouldn't get lost.

I neared the house and all the lights inside were on. The boys must me home.

I turned the door knob and opened the door. I set my bags down and took my black converse off my feet.

"I'm back!" I yelled.

I heard footsteps hurrying down the hall.

An anxious looking Liam came into sight.

"Hi" I smiled at him.

Relief washed over his features as he walked over to me and hugged me tight. It hurt my bruises on my abdomen but I refused to let him know.

"Thank God you're okay." He breathed into my hair.

"huh?" I questioned as I pulled away so I could look at him.

"I was just worried about you. It's dark and late and you were alone" he said.

"Oh, well, i'm safe and sound." I smiled shyly at him.

He smiled back at me and my heart raced.

"So... what'd you buy?" He asked, looking at my bags.

"Oh, n-nothing" I said as I quickly grabbed the bags and ran up the the room. I heard him follow me so I shoved the stuff under the bed and sat on the bed.

Liam opened the door, wearing an evil smirk, "Do I have to tickle you to get it out of you?"

I shook my head, no.

"Whats such a big secret that you bought that makes you not wanna tell me?" He asked with a pout.

"Liam, im not prepared to have an awkward conversation with you right now.." I said flatly.

"Well what do you want to have a conversation with me about then?" He asked as he sat beside me.

I shrugged.

"Hows about, you tell me the story you promised?"

I thought about it for a few seconds before I slowly and reluctantly nodded my head. Well, I did promise him, so I brought this on myself.

"Well basically..."

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A/N

guess who's back, back again, kidrauhlpayne's back, tell a friend.

sorry for abandoning u for a couple months, but i'm going to try and make it up to you.

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