Attraction!❤

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Chapter 1💜

I wake up in the morning and felt like there is a string pulling me, but don't know where to go. I feel lost and feel like I'm never going to be found, ever. I'm a medium beautiful girl, but not beautiful enough to attract a person my heart has a perfect vibe about. Sure, I have a good personality and a good heart, but the cover makes me feel miserable about myself. I have many flaws that you can imagine about me. I have crooked teeth that makes me look like a vampire, man mix with women body, short poofy curly brown hair, hazel greenish eyes, and a man looking small nose. You see I'm not perfect, I understand that nobody is perfect either way. I don't judge, I just will say, but it doesn't mean that I think that I'm perfect. You feel like doing drugs, but you just can't 'cause you feel like there is someone out there who will have an attraction to you, but you don't even know when that person who is attracted to you will LOVE YOU ETERNALLY.
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*6:30 a.m. May 5, 2014*

I woke up in the morning when my mom just yelled," Priscilla, wake up! We need to go get a present for Jessica today!"

I wasn't really tensed to go to parties with the same people there. I really want to meet new people, but I don't want to be around assholes who are all about drama. Anyways, I sat up on my bed with my hands on my face, feeling really empty and tired. Somehow, I had a good feeling about this day, but I still don't want to go.

My mom yelled again,"Priscilla! You have ten minutes left or else I'll leave you!"

I put my hand on the bottom of my jaw, just want to rest my eyes for a little bit.

My mom screamed,"PRISCILLA! I'M NOT GOING TO SAY THIS AGAIN!"

I snapped wide awake, took a deep breath and put my slippers on. Left my room to the restroom because I had a feeling that I need to pee. As soon as I was done, I washed my hands and went back to my room to brush my morning hair to a usual ponytail, brushed my teeth, cleaned my ears, put face lotion on my face and body lotion on my ashy parts of my body. Then I went to my closet and looked at what boring clothes I feel like wearing to go to the store. I grabbed my black skinny jeans and my forest green T-Shirt. Started to changed my clothes and left out of my room, waiting for my mom to tell me when to get to the car.

*5 minutes later*

"Come on Priscilla, lets go to the car." my mom said in a calm voice. Now that I beat her to getting ready, huh, that's ironic that she was the last one ready. I walked out the door behind my mom and she locked the doors while the keys were clinging at each other.

I was about to get in the car till my mom told me,"Here... your opening the gate."

She tossed the keys in the air and I caught it with my two hands. My mom got inside the car and turned it on. As usual, I heard the car sound like a horse naying. I put the key in, twisted it open, and pushed the gate open. I heard the squeak of her wheel when she started to drive from her poor Nissan Sentra. When the car exited, I closed the gate, put the key in, twisted it locked, pulled it out and got in the car.

I put on my seatbelt over me and clicked it locked. As my mom was driving, I took out my iPod that was in my pocket, unlocked it and put some music on. I started staring out the window feeling like if I'm in a movie which I'm not. Then, I started thinking to myself 'Why can't my world just extend. Maybe cause I'm not trying? Maybe cause I have nothing else to seek to just extend it? I'm just feeling lost. Jesus, why does my world feel so small and I'm so tall that I don't feel like there is anything new happening in my life. Why is the galaxy so huge, but the planets are so small that we only live in these tiny planets? I just want to fulfill my galaxy that way I won't feel small'.

*20 minutes later*

My mom parked in the parking lot. We were at Walmart where we usually shop even though it's a far place to grocery shop and other stuff. We opened the car door, stepped one foot and another while our heads were poked out the car. Slam the door and walked towards the store.

We went inside the store. My mom was walking really slow as she was looking both ways to look for the gift in the electronics isle.

My mom was about to get a pink head phone for her, but them she asked me,"Will she like this color Priscilla?"

I shook my head no and pointed at the blue headphone,"That one, she'll like it."

My mom grabbed it and paid for it in the cashier.

The man said with a smile,"That'll be $39.99 please."

My mom grabbed her cash out of her purse and handed it to him nice and easy. The cash register opened and the man places the money in there and closed. The man put the headphone in her a plastic bag and held it in the air for my mom to grab it.

The man said politely,"Have a nice day."

My mom replied and grabbed the bag," Thanks, you too."

We walked out the store to the car. As we were close to the car, my mom reached in her pocket for the key to the car. She pulled it out and opened the door with the remote, pressed the unlock button, we opened our doors and got in the car. My put the bag with the headphone in the back seat. She turned on the car and started to drive back home to wrap the present.

*20 minutes later*

I opened the gate and closed it again for this time my mom can get the car in to the house. We went inside the house with the headphone and wrapped it. The wrapper was blue with balloons in it.

I went to the living room to watch a movie meanwhile my mom was also cooking food for the party. I was watching 'Katy Perry Part of Me' which is my favorite movie to watch when I'm really. I find it very entertaining to watch. Well, it's because I want to be a singer when I grow up as my very favorite carrier.

*2 hours and 45 minutes later*

The movie was over and I decided to take a shower. I went to my room to get my cloths ready and be ahead of time.

*30 minutes later- 9:20 a.m.*

I got out of the tub, changed, brushed my wet short hair, put face lotion on my face, put body on my ashy parts of my body, and charge my iPod.

I wore a grey with yellow cardigan and a navy blue skinny jeans.

As I was waiting for time to fly by till at least 1:30 p.m., I was playing in my iPod while listening to love songs. I was really bored and had nothing else to do, but use my iPod.

About 30 minutes later, I walked to the book shelf across me and started to read a book and it was mostly about love and romance.

After reading the whole book, I got really bored and now felt like to go.

I walked out of the living room to my mom's room and I asked her," Mom?"

"Hm?" she said as she was watching TV.

"Can we go now? I'm so bored."

"Alright, let's go to Jessica's house."

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I know it's sort of boring right now, but I promise you that it's going to get even better. Cross my heart

Love you my amazing fans!!!❤💙💜

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