Battle Field.

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( SORRY THIS WAS TYPED BY MY FRIEND JORDAN)

Conner's POV

"Hey I'm going to go change for Luna's tonight." Victoria said picking up her swim bag she at left my dorm after we went swimming that one time. she unzipped it and pulled out extra clothes and walked into my bathroom. now, I'm not really that ease dropping type but.. after she told me what those boys did to her I wanted to look out for her I mean who could blame me. I peeked at her through the crack in the bathroom door to find a crying Victoria tracing her waist counting the scars. her hand was shaking while she touched each one. she murmured something about how she should of never let this happen. I honestly wanted to walk in there and hold her in my arms. I could feel her pain and I hated seeing her like that. she slid on a tank top and long pants again touching ever slash and slit of her arm. her hand was still shaking as she reached for a razor but, she had trouble picking it up. she placed it to her arm while she muttered in between sobs no no no no. she dropped the razor and feel to the ground totally breaking down. then I ran into the bathroom crying and hugging and holding her.
"Conner you d-deserve so much b-better," she sobbed.
"No no no I don't." I reassured her.
"Y-yes you do I'm weak. you don't need me." she cried out.
"Victoria don't think about them." I said looking at her slashes on her arm.
"When ever I look at them I-I feel horrible." she sobbed.
"No no..don't think of them as weakness." I said holding her.
"Th-then what do I think of them as Conner?" she cried tracing her trembling hand over them.
"Think of them as battle scars." I said.
"But in this battle I'm against myself." she cried out.
"Don't think about it that way. Think of when there gone you..you one the battle." I said.
"B-but Conner.." she said but I cut her off.
"But what?" I said before she could finish.
But then she whispered something I can never forget
"But I don't think I can win the battle."
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