Lil Thugger ( Book 3 )

Chapter 10

I walked in ... blood everywhere. I was in complete shock. I just didn't understand how could somebody just murder somebody cold blooded. I didn't have nobody left ... I was the only one standing ... alone. I sobbed and cried as I looked blankly over my family body's. Asking God for another chance to change the past ... go back too the way things used too be. I dropped too my knees and cried more into my hands covered with blood.
It was no more time for crying they were already gonn. I got myself together and thought of an idea to go to Atlanta. I ran up stairs to pack some of my things before I before I became next.I was moving quick. I looked into my savings I had 24.57$ left too my name. Dammit ! I cursed to myself. I sat there thought for a min on how I was gonn get the rest of the money for my tick to Atlanta. Then a light bulb went off, I remember as a Kidd me and Moms used to have this hidden money spot just for us to go shopping when ever daddy is not around. I ran into their room looked under the bed for the box then into the closet ... I found it. It was all there ... all 5,762.43$ right along with this note. It said from Mom I opened it thinking possibly what could this be about ...

Dear Baby,
                If you ever find this letter I wrote this for you. Every since you been little I been wanting to tell you this ... I guess your a big girl now ... probably even a grown a intelligent women. Listen baby I don't want you to take this into a wrong way but ... Q isn't your biological father. I was raped and kidnapped by your biological father ... that's how I ended up with you. His name is Antwan. It was horrible ... but you've been the best thing that could possibly happened to me. Q took you in as his own ... loved you as his own flesh and blood, baby I kno I should've said something awhile ago ... I just couldn't bare this news to you. I just want you too kno. Me and Q love you with all our heart.
                         - Love Mommy

Much anger build up inside of me ... I just cried. I couldn't do nothing about it. I been living a lie. I looked at the picture that came with the note. It was a man. A tall brown skinned black guy ... On the back it said Antwan aka Twan ... I looked back at the picture he looked just like Mr.Wan
"I see you found an old photo of me ... Can I see ?" A grin grew upon his face. He giggled in his throat  "Awh baby girl I see mommy didn't tell you I was your father ... mistake mistake mistake" he laughed some more, "Don't you think so ?" 

"Everything makes since now ... When i was little you was the man peeping through my windows at night huh ? And you was that guy dressed in all black at my fashion show in middle school ... Some how you've got Shawn enrolled into my school to get close to me ... That's how I got that modeling gig and everything huh ? ... Your the master mind behind all of this "

"Bingo Baby" he smiled from ear to ear "See I have been watching you and doing this laddi daddi work just to get you where I want you ... See I am the master mind and will continue to be the master mind as soon as I take you out" he pulled a gun from behind his back and pointed directly at me. Now me and the cold tip of his gun were face to face. I looked into his eyes I could see the evil and hatred he had for me. I just couldn't believe this was my own father doing this to me. 

"Any last word ?"

"I just ..."

"5 ... 4"

"want to say ..."

"3 ... 2"

"I'm glad I didn't grow up with a father like you"

"1"

I shut my eyes real tight and waited for my death. But no trigger was pulled. I looked up and saw Shawn pointing a gun at his head. I felt a little bit relieved ... but still scared. 

"Get out of here ... GO NOW !" Shawn said to me. I grabbed the money and my things before i left he hugged me and slipped a piece of paper in my pocket. "I will to see you in the future" he kissed me sweetly before I took off running. I didn't look back I didn't care what happened I just wanted to be safe. Luckily I caught the train on time ... I took out the paper he slipped into my pocket and started too read it 

Dear Mickey,

                 I know I've been lying to you every since I met you. I didn't want you to find out this way, but I don't want to lie anymore. I have grew feelings for you that I can't shake away. I grew and learned how to love you. I became a better person every since I been with you. I don't want to live this life style anymore ... and I don't want my kids to live in this life style either. Yeah, I already know that you were pregnant Mickey ... the mood swings and the little bump you have. I want you to take our kids some where far from this life style. Raise them in a better condition than this ... I am truly sorry. I will always love you. 

                                                                                                                         - Shawn

So, I took me and my unborn babies to Atlanta to start a whole new chapter in life.