Lil Thugger ( Book 3 )

Chapter 7

I mean Yesterday was a mistake I must say ... Or not. I mean I don't know. It felt so right though ... If you were in my shoes you would have. I mean ... I just couldn't resist it. When I'm with Shawn I feel different and free. While Jacob on the other hand he's not so perfect. He tries too control my every move. I mean his my first love and everything but-... You know what scratch that his not actually. No first love would have ever treat his girl wrong ... well was his girl. I should've been his first priority.

I woke to the sound of my phone going off. "Hello ?" I answered. No answer. "Jacob ? ... Shawn ? ... Honey if this you stop playing on my phone !" I said as I hanged up. I stretched and put my hair in a ball and jumped in the shower. Got out and did my hygiene thing. As I was doing that I had a incoming call from Shawn. I rolled my eyes to the back of my head while a huge grin appeared on my face.

"What do you want now ?"

"You." he laughed into the phone. "Hahaha very funny Shawn. But fr Wsp ?" I asked him once more. "I just wanted to see if you were down to ride with me for a little bit ... that's at least you could do." he explained himself into the phone. I covered the phone and screamed in joy "I guess I could step out the house for a little minute or w.e" I told him. "Coo I'll be there in a minute" He told me. I've never really asked what his lifestyle was really like. To me he seemed like a hood dude with knowledge. I need this type of get away. To give my life a little spice to it. I mean even though i haven't been around gangs my whole I know it could be dangerous ... but then again it could be fun at the same time. But ! I shouldn't judge a book by its cover ... I'm not even sure if he is gang related.

I got dressed. Not too much not too less. Something ... simple. BEEP ! BEEP ! I knew it was Shawn. I grabbed my keys, phone, and shoes before heading out. Locked up the house behind me and hopped in the car. "Wsp Boo." He greeted me. " Hey-" then my phone started ringing. It was Jacob "Hold up lemme answer this"

"Yeah Jacob"

"Where Youu at ?"

"I'm leaving the house why ?"

"With who?"

"Don't worry about that Jacob. What do you want ?"

"Lemme find out its-"

Shawn snatched the phone out my hand and hanged up on Jacob. "When You with me don't answer his phone calls in front of me." he said to me looking out the corner of his eye. "But that's my-" "Yo what ?! Boyfriend ? ... Nah ma when You with me You all mines." he stopped at a red light and looked at me " You got that ?" he said. All I could do at this moment was stare at him. A man being so controlling not aggressive and sexy while doing that turned a sista on. "I said Do you got that ?" he repeated him self. "Ye-Yeah." I said as I swallowed the spit that filled my mouth. He continue to drive. Half of the car ride was silent I mean so silent yo could hear a pencil drop. "Shawn ?" I said trying to clear the silence. "What ?" "I mean this kind of awkward or ... maybe not but. Its weird to not know a single thing about you." I told him. "What You want to know?" he asked while his eyes still on the road. "Like ... Are you in a gang ?" I waited for him to answer. He took a big paused and signed heavily "Yeah .. but nothing to serious, Anything else ?" I could tell he was aggravated by the question but I still needed answered to many of my questions that's roaming around in my mind. "Yeah ... What about your family ? Exes I should be worried about ? What have you lost ? How do you get your money ? ... I shouldn't have to ask if I knew." I told him. He signed and started answering my questions.

After the 45 minute talk with him I fell asleep. I didn't actually realized how much he was going though in life its self. Now I see why he have a big wall blocking all of his emotions from everybody. I believe I can make all of go away easily. Memory will still be there but ... got to teach him how to let things go. I was shocked in my sleep by Shawn. "We here" he told me as he was undoing his seat belt. I glanced at the place far from Georgia I could tell then i spotted a warehouse. "What is this place ?" I asked. "Its a surprise." he got out and open my door and undid my set belt. "Come on" he smiled at me. "Okaaay if you say so." I hopped out the car and followed right behind him. As we entered the warehouse it was half naked girls and photographers every where. "What is this Shawn ?!" "Chill you'll see" he grabbed my hand and guided me through the crowd of females until we reached this office. "This is it" he told me. He knocked on the door three good times before a male voice told us to enter. I grabbed a whole of Shawn arm. No telling what this stranger might have in store for us. "Aaahh ! Shawn my man ! " said the weird man as he dapped Shawn. " Wsp with it ole man ?" "Nothing much just trying to keep this empire running" they both laughed. " Auh and who is this pretty young lady ?" the man said as he walked towards me. "This is McKenzie ... the girl I was telling you about." Shawn introduced me. I could tell i wasn't feeling the old man fr. He just seem creepy and weird to me. "McKenzie huh ?" " Yeah ..." the old man just stared at me and looked me up and down. "Okay Shawn enough games I'm ready to go." I said as I headed to the door. Shawn stopped me "Wait Wait Wait" he pulled back my hand "You didn't even let me explain ... I got you a gig" H e said cheesing "Gig ? What you mean gig ?!" I asked with anger in my voice. "A gig for modeling" he bit his bottom lip and pulled me into a hug. "See Mr.Wan wanted me to find the new face of AA magazine and I think you'll be the perfect girl" he glazed at my body then at the old man. "Well what do you think ?" he asked. "Perfect ... Just perfect" he stared at me once again " Auh ! Let me call Tracey in here to get you into wardrobe and make up. " he clapped his hands making his way to the voice box. 

Even though I was excited and overwhelmed about the whole gig I still didn't trust this old dude. Something about him isn't right.