So You Like White Boys? ( BxB Interracial)

Well that's horrible

Max Pov

Jordan is mad at me, he won't let me visit Eli or Sam he won't even look at me. That really hurts it makes me feel like I'm the monster,no it makes me feel useless and unwanted and I hate feeling like that I had enough of that for a lifetime. I'm falling apart I'm losing him and I don't know what to do. Should i just watch him slip away? I mean that's what I wanted . But if it's what I want why am I hesitating if I love him as much as I think I do I shouldn't be hesitant to leave in order to protect him.

I'm worried that he doesn't need protection and I'm just trying to protect myself by leaving. Am I afraid of loving him or Am i afraid of dying? Sadly I know the answer to that so I'm stuck  in a whirlwind of confusion, regret, and shame. I've been waiting for him to come home or at least call but I stare at my phone praying for his number to pop up or just anything from him would do.

Sitting on the couch in Jordan's condo I hear the elevator start to open I turn around and watch the doors it open the reveal a teenage girl maybe three or four years younger than me standing in the elevator with a skateboard wearing a backpack.

"Who are you?" I asked in complete confusion staring at her as she exits the elevator. " Jordan's daughter who are you"? She asked raising an eyebrow in confusion. I stared a little longer until it finally hit me " you're adopted right?" I asked confident in my question.  

" Duh dumbass I wish he was my dad biologically though". She says frowning " but anyway who are you and why are you in my dad's house? I rolled my eyes " I'm  max you're dad's best friend and etc. It's completely complicated you wouldn't understand" I said running a had through my hair.

" So you're max, man you're an asshole do you have any idea what you put him through." She said looking at me with eyes full of hate. I looked down at the ground feeling ashamed. Thinking about how I might have to disappear on him again. Looking at the girl I snap out of it and realize that she has no idea where Jordan or Eli are at right now. 

"Uh what's your name?." I ask awkwardly. " It's lily," she answers with an attitude rolling her eyes. " Well Lily, Eli is in the hospital and so is sam" I say walking towards the elevator " WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO" she screams as she follows me to the elevator.

I didn't do anything the people who are trying to kill me did it but of course I don't say that I don't have time to fuss with a little girl. I hop in the elevator and she presses the button and we start the awkward journey to the first floor.

No one says a thing as we get out the elevator I open the door for her and she closes the door and opens it back up and then gets in,let can you get more petty honestly. We sit in complete silence and I occasionally turn my head to check on her seeing her in the exact same position  with her arms crossed and her jaw clenched.

Looking impatient as hell like she's paying me to drive fast or something. Fifteen minutes later we pull up in front of the hospital I open my mouth to tell her the room number but she gets out before I have the chance to.

"Lily, you don't know the room numbers" I say after I roll down the windows she turns around and flips me off. Wow I guess she's gonna find a way to get the room numbers then. I drive to my apartment building and get out the car after parking it on the street. Damn it's been a while since I've been in this lobby nothings changed in a couple of hours so I guess that's comforting.

Making my way up the stairs to the eighth floor I smelled piss in the stair way I hate my life just why do people piss in stairways. I open up the door for my floor and exit the stairway feeling happy that I no longer have to smell stale piss.

As I walk down the hall I notice that the door of my apartment is open. Oh hell no this is how horror movies start I'm concerned but I think that whoever it is was smart enough to get in and out fast. I walk in only to be grabbed by two strong ass pairs of hands and then a cloth was over my nose and my mouth was covered making me breathing in this shit the only option which lead to darkness.

~Jordan's Pov~

"Lily how the hell did you find me? where have you been? I should beat your ass."  I say looking at the sixteen year old girl in front of me twiddling with her fingers and looking at the floor. She disappeared and didn't come home yesterday night I couldn't file a missing persons report because the dickheads said it wasn't 24 hours yet. I'm passed the point of pissed my baby girl was missing and my baby boy is the hospital and Sam is fighting for his life I'm stressed.

"Big bro I lost my phone at tiya's house and I spent the night and rode my skateboard home" she said in a small voice. "Why couldn't her mom call me?" I said feeling very annoyed " they got new phones and I couldn't remember your number"  she said quietly " how did you know I was here?" I said glancing at her and then looking back at eli.

"Max drove me here and dropped me off" she said looking at Eli and moving closer to the bed grabbing his little hand and sitting on the chair on the opposite side of the bed. " Where is he?" I need to talk to him"  i said determined to tell him how I feel about this toxic relationship. " I don't know and I don't care" she said sounding extremely salty. " I hope he didn't disappear on me again" I say giving her a weak smile.

Even though he's a gigantic pain in my ass I care about him I always have and I don't think I'll ever be able to stop caring about him but he's toxic and he's killing everything around him even me. We've never been this damaged and our friendship and   relationship is dying I can't even look at him but yet I still love the son of a bitch why I have no fucking idea. But I do know that I have to find him before he does something stupid and gets kidnapped or killed.

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Hey guys I know I know don't kill me I've been battling depression and I've just been to bummed to write anything but some how I woke up at three a clock to write this little paragraph sized chapter I know I promised better things are starting to get well interesting. Comment,vote,follow, tell me your thoughts on other book ideas or ideas for this book or just to talk I don't proof read these but at the end of the book I will be fixing all mistakes.

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