It was the big day. My wedding day, I had never seen myself here. Eight years after I met him, he was still perfect for me. I look down at my dress and smile. "Awe. Baby. You look so great." My mom says. I smile. "Ah. Thank you Eomma." I say. Ever since I forgave my parents they threw in money for everything. So I basically just chose everything I wanted and they paid for it. Kind of like a huge apology.
I originally wanted a wedding on the beach, but there was already something happening at that location that kept us from having it there. I have always wanted a wedding on the beach, but if I couldn't have it. I didn't care, as long as Seokjin and I get married, I don't care about the location. My makeup was done, hair was done. Hana, my maid of honor, helps me zip up my dress.
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My mom begins to cry, and I try my best not to get emotional. "Eomma. Don't cry." I say. She nods. "I'm sorry. You're just my baby." She tears up. My nose began to burn as I stopped myself from crying. She starts to cry a little more.
She smiled at me, laughing a bit that it took less than a second to break her apology. "I'm sorry. I just can't stand the fact that you're a grown woman now. That you have found someone that you know for sure that you can spend the rest of your life with." she weeps. Hana walks over and pulls my mom into her arms. Hana just smiles and chuckles, shaking her head. When my mom finally finishes crying, she looks at me.
"And give me some grandbabies." I almost choke on my own saliva. "Eomma!" I screech. It went from emotional to inappropriate extremely quick. She laughs, "What?! Seokjin is a very attractive young man, and I personally think that you two will make some beautiful babies." she explains. My face heats up a lot, the thought of possible babies with Seokjin, let alone being intimate, hasn't crossed my mind.
For years Seokjin has respected my wishes of saving ourselves for marriage.
"You already have grandkids Eomma. May has three beautiful kids." I explain. She rolls her eyes. "You know that May never brings them around. She still won't accept your father's apology. I've tried my best to recon with her, but she won't budge. She's definitely stubborn like your father. But I would think that she'd want her parents to be apart of her children's life."
While my mother told me this, I could tell that she was extremely hurt. What parent wouldn't be? I still couldn't believe that May was doing this to our parents, there was a point in my life that I realized having my parents in my life is important to me. I would think that May would be more accepting to an apology. One; because I was the one that was thrown out first, not her. And two; they apologized with a dinner.
I just don't understand why she'd do this. She's definitely not taking this as an adult manner, like the way I accepted her apology for lying to me that took a huge toll on my life for a very long time.
"But really. I want grandbabies." She says again making me laugh. "I'll have to talk to Seokjin about that. He is important to the baby making process." I explain. A perverted look appears on Hana's face. My cheeks instantly heat up more, "Don't worry about that Seulgi, I'm sure that he would be completely fine making babies with you." I smack Hana's arm. "Stop with the talk of that. It's almost time to go." I say.
