9/11 Everlasting || k.sj ✔️

Chapter 7

Friday

"You'll be fine Seulgi." May reassures me for the hundredth time. I've been thinking about the date all day, now that it was almost time my nerves were making my head hurt. "I just feel like.. Maybe .." I don't finish. "Maybe what? That you don't want to see him? You don't want to go out with him?" May asks. I look at her right away. "No! I do. I really do." I say. She grins. "Then what's the problem?" She asks.

I felt stupid saying it. "I'm nervous." I confess. She chuckles. "Awe Seulgi. That's normal." She says. I frown. "But.. What if I mess something up and he never wants to see me again?" I begin to worry. She shakes her head, pushing me to sit on my bed and she sits next to me.

"Look Seulgi. Seokjin is a very patient guy. And I'm sure he's as nervous as you are. Don't just look at it as a one way kind of feeling." She pats my back. I nod. "And plus. More pressure is on him. He has to impress you and stuff." She adds. I look at her. "Is he the type to go all out?" I ask. She shrugs. "I don't know... The last time he dated a girl.. She cheated on him." May says making me stare at her in shock.

"What!? Really? Is she an idiot?" I ask. She laughs. "Apparently so, whom ever would cheat on Seokjin is a complete idiot." She nods. I think for a while. "I really don't want to mess this up May.. There's something about him that catches my attention." I bite my bottom lip. "His face?" She asks. I chuckle. "He is cute." I whisper. "His voice?" I grin. "Soothing.", "His eyes." My stomach turns. "Stop!" I push her. "This isn't helping." She just laughs.

"Fine I'll go. You better get ready." She lifts an eyebrow and points to me as she gets off my bed. I stand up and nod. She walks out. "Don't forget his smile." My stomach explodes. "Get out!" I scream, well.. More like cried because that was the thing.

She throws her head back and laughs, before leaving my room, closing the door behind her. I look down at the dress. My eyes staring at it mindlessly.

**

"May! May!" I screech as I run into her room. "What!? What!?" She screams. I feel joy roar inside me. "A boy asked me out today!" My hands gripping the bottom of my school shirt. "Wow. My little sister is growing up." She stands up. She pushes a strand of my hair behind my ear. "May.. Its my last year of school. I'm not you're little sister." I joke. She frowns. "You're my little sister no matter what." She says. I smile.

"So about this boy." She raises an eyebrow. "He's in my math class. He's really.... Nice?" She looks at me weird. "Seulgi..." Her tone in voice seemed suspicious. "What is he really?" She asks. I bite my lip. "I told you. He's... Nice." She crosses her arms. "You keep hesitating when you say it." She says. Her eyes examining me intensely. "Okay! He's a jock." I spit out. She shakes her head.