Hey guys here's a little gift. I've tried writing this three times now and stupid wattpad keeps erasing it. I'm re writing this again all at once this time, I hope it turns out ok. It's strange, I have all these ideas for other peoples stories then when it comes to mine, I draw blank. Anyways enough with this authors note, enjoy the story :)
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Niall's POV
I wake up feeling exhausted, lately I haven't been getting much sleep and none of the boys have even noticed. Liam has been stressing with this tour and Louis has had his hands full with the younger boys that I can't really blame them, but it still doesn't make it hurt any less.
I get dressed, wearing some jeans, a black teenshirt with my supras and head to the car not bothering with my hair. 20 minutes later Liam and Louis get in, followed by harry who was carrying zayn. zayn shifts off of harry's lap and sits in his own seat between me and harry. As the car starts moving Liam starts going over todays schedule which we've heard about a million times, I zone out until he's done and Louis begins talking.
"Also Zayn, you sit between Liam and I for the signing and stay in our sight 24/7. If you need to go somewhere either me or Liam will come with you, Harry, you be extra careful if you go off, text me where you are because you know how worried Liam will get if he doesn't know where everyone is, so lets be on our best behavior."
And again I'm not included, not a single one of them says a word to me the whole ride while mindlessly chattering to one another. The car comes to a stop, the doors are opened and everyone piles out Liam making sure zayn and harry ofcourse go ahead, then heading out himself calling back "Come'on louis lets catch up before those little trouble makers get too far"
I then get out and notice them ahead of me and can't help but think this is how things are now. There's liam with a fond smile having a protective arm on zayns waist, then to Zayns adorable self trying to wander but squeezed by liam followed by harry's free spirit just smiling away with his arm over zayns shoulder, and finally Louis who just looks happy to be there and glancing at each of them making sure they were fine.
....then there's me, I don't even know why I'm here. All those fans screaming are for the other boys.
"Niall!" I look over to the sound of the voice to see it came from louis. I never realized how much I've missed the sound of my name coming from someones lips and not just anyone's, one of my brothers.
My eyes instantly light up as I reply "Yea?" hoping that he's realized that they've ignored me and is trying to make amends
but his response only made me wish that he had never called me at all. "Hurry up! We're all waiting for you, at least pretend that you want to be here and quit being selfish!"
Ofcourse....why would he want to talk to me anyways, he has the other boys who are way more interesting than me. I hurry up and get to the large table first, I may as well try to do something right..
I'm about to sit down when Liam yanks me off before I get a chance. "Thats zayns seat,I know you weren't listening in the car but he's sitting between me and louis, you can sit on one of the ends" I quickly move without responding. As the signing begins and fans rush in, I feel the worst I possibly could. I try to put on a fake smile but that only lasted for so long.
