With him I drowned my sorrows. He was beautiful. Everything he did was with purpose and I never once thought my future would be different. With a cigarette and a final goodbye, he jumped to his life's end and I was ectopic again.
ec·top·ic
/ekˈtäpik/
adjective
in an abnormal place or position;
out of place;
disposition.
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deprivation
Poetrydep·ri·va·tion /deprəˈvāSH(ə)n/ noun: the damaging lack of material benefits considered to be basic necessities in a society.