Do you ever see people around you and they're so happy? Then you look at yourself, knowing that's who you used to be. You've been offered it a thousand times, but everything's too good or not good enough. There's no way to move forward, you're stuck. You think about it too much and make your problems worse. So now not only can you not move forward, but you can't function. Only because you want everything you'll never have, and have everything you never wanted to deal with.
