This feeling is all you've ever felt. You get up and shake it off, because someone always wants to one-up your pain. As if everything you do already isn't good enough they have to add on. They have to make you think that your pain isn't "important." We live in a time and place where we think it's okay to shut down what we feel for the sake of our sanity. But in reality the only thing we're doing its making it worse. Making the hardships that much harder to deal with, and all of the happy things lust-worthy. We get so used to our own inside bottle of pain that we don't expect the happy things, so when they do happen, we either refuse them or don't use them.
