❝Home sweet home❞ - Jungkook vampire ff

Part 3: I never wanted to hurt you

His head was laying on my shoulder, breathig heavy. I wanted to say something, but the words kept stuck in my throat. His lips were wandering up my neck, slowly breathing on it. My heart was beating like crazy. He left soft kisses on my skin before he buried his teeth into it. A strange hot feeling was bumping through my veins. I felt dizzy, my legs got weak, but he grapped my hips and was holding me up. My throat got dry, and I was wondering if this was the last thing I would ever feel before this was ending. I closed my eyes. Slowly everything darkened, the sounds from outside got dull. I was passing out.

It was warm. I carefully blinked my eyes. The lights were dimmed, I could made out a silhouette that was sitting on a chair at the end of the room. My sight was still a bit blurry, due to the loss of blood. I tried to sat up, but I couldn't succeed in my intention. I was about to fall back as two strong hands were holding me. I felt like vomiting.

''I'm so sorry... this is all my fault" he whispered.

I wanted to reply to him, but I was still to weak to talk. Instead I shook my head.

"You're still so kind to me Y/N, I really don't deserve you..."

"Stop talking nonsense" I weakly said.

Something hot was dripping on my face. Was he crying? My hand was searching up its way to his cheek.

"Jungkook..."

Before I could say anything else, he wrapped his arms around me into a tight hug. I rested my head on his chest. I was so damn tired.

"I'm so glad that you didn't changed into a monster like me"

"Don't say such things, you couldn't do anything about what happened, and you're the last one to blame"

"I know, but... I-I almost killed you and-"

I put my hand onto his mouth to stop him from talking. He immediately took it away.

"Y/N I could never tell you, but I fell in love with you, ever since we were little, you are so special to me, I love you more than anything in this life, I can't stand it when you're hurt and if I'm the one who put you into it, I'm just... I'm so damn sorry"

I couldn't believe what I just heard, so this is how he felt all the time. Just like me.

"I'm so stupid Y/N, I'm sorry, I know that you would never fall for someone like me, for you I'm just a friend, I know that, I really do, but now that you're here again I can't stop this feelings from becoming even stronger, and there's nothing that I want to do more than just holding you into my arms, kiss you and call you mine... I know that's so selfish of me, but I can't change my feelings for you..."

"You don't have to apologize for a single thing you said Jungkook, you're not selfish nor stupid! You're honest, and that's just one of the million things that I adore about you. I like you really much, and I never want to lose you, because I also love you... I never had the courage to say it, I didn't recognized that you were feeling the same way, I'm the supid one"

Now I had to cry too, I couldn't stop the tears from falling down. He held me even tighter than before and I also wrapped my arms around him. We remained like this for minutes before he looked me into my eyes.

"Y/N thank you... thank you, I'm so glad"

-End Part 3-