Deprived Innocence

Eight

But I can't let my walls down again. Never by a stupid heart breaker man again.

Alex shattered me once and I will not allow that to happen again with the man I am kissing right now.

After the reality has hit me, I shut everything down and pulled away from Simon.

"I-I'm s-sorry-" Simon immediately said as he noticed the frown in my face.

"No, don't say that. Can you just leave me alone?" I said as I wiped my lips with the back of mu hand.

"Hey Del, I am really sor-"

"Just... I need to be alone Simon, please..." I bit my lower lip as I felt it starting to judder.

"I'll listen." Simon gently cupped my cheeks, slowly pulling me closer to his wide chest.

"No Si, I-I... Oh my God..." I completely broke down as I remembered exactly what happened between Alex and I, it was exactly before my 15th birthday.

"Come here you little angel." I felt him rubbed my back back and forth while I sobbed on his black v-neck shirt.

"Whoever who caused you this sadness, I'm here... Ready to be your friend Adele." Simon said closely to my ear before he kissed ny forehead.

He let me cry on him for about 10 minutes until I finally felt the slightest relief.

"It was Alex..." I said as I nervously bring my hands on my thigh recklessly.

"Yeah?" Simon gave me a box of tissue.

"It was months ago when we broke up. The reason was not just like those childish relationship has..." I said blowing out.

"Can I know the reason behind?"

"He wanted me before my birthday. Alex said his friends are always throwing jokes on him for being still virgin at the age of 18. He forced me to do it until he gave up... Alex gave up on me Simon. If I could just bring back the time, I should just let-" I was quickly cut off by Simon's hands on mine.

"You did the right thing Adele. Sexual intercouse should not be the main foundation of relationships. It clearly states the fact that Alex is a stupid asshole. He don't deserve you Del..." Simon said seriously but you can feel the thoughtfulness in his eyes.

"Yeah, maybe you're right..." I sniffed as I calm down myself.

"I hate praising myself but this time we both know that I am totally right. So we'll wipe those tears away because you're too damn pretty for that." Simon's warm palms are on my puffy eyes and wet cheeks.

"Stop it." I said jokingly rolling my eyes on him as I grabbed the tissue box from him.

We were not aware by the time as it was already 11 in the evening. Seconds came, we heard my mum's car pulling to the drive way.

"I really had the best time with you Adele." Simon said as I walked him outside the door.

"Yeah me too..." I said biting my lower lip again.

"Hey..." Simon lifted my face and locked our orbs.

"Can we talk about this tomorrow?" I asked unsurely.

"Yeah sure, I'd love to." Simon smiled widely as he took my hand again and placed his soft lips on it.

"Why you always do that?" I asked probably blushing at the moment.

"Because you deserve to be treated like this-"

"Oh Simon..." I immediately wrapped my hands around his neck smashing our lips together.

Thanks God I closed the door behind me.

After feeling the need of air inside our bodies, we hesitantly pulled away.

"I think I deserve that more..." I almost whisper and smiled against his lips.

Simon's lips are even softer on top of mine and not to mention how I freaking love the taste of it.

A/N: I can feel my old self back a little 😂😏💖💃