Deprived Innocence

Nine

"Lau, you just can't believe what happened." I tried my very best to suppress my contained screams.

"Who's this man babe? You seems so head over heels on him with that tension." Laura cackled.

"Oh donut... It felt so amazingly different! He kissed so right-" I was cut off as the words slipped out from my mouth.

"YOU FUCKING WHAT ADELE LAURIE BLUE ADKINS?!" My best friend started to over react again.

"It was an accident-"

"But you liked it." I heard Laura laughing on the other line.

Did I really? Geez, I loved it... But how? I don't even have enough information about him but here I go again, stupidly falling in love with my teacher. Is that even right? Having crazy feelings to a man who is 14 years older than you? That's insane! and given the fact that he is my professor. The school would probably expel me and throw Simon to jail. 

I hate how things really gets complicated especially when I'm enjoying the most out of it.

"Babe still breathing? Is he there that's why?" 

"Fuck you Lau! He already left." I rolled my eyes and laughed afterwards.

"Oh... I thought someone's getting lucky tonight." I can feel Laura smirking by now.

***

"Going for a lunch?" I instantly melt by the deep raspy voice behind me.

"Yeah, but I think I will be skipping today." I sighed.

"Why? You have to eat Delly." Simon almost whisper to me. We both are having that secret conversation whenever we're here at school.

"The food here are crap." I said turning my back ready to leave.

"Come on." Simon looked from side to side before he made me follow him.

"Where we going Si?" I said as I noticed we are heading to the school's parking lot.

"Getting you some real food?" He smiled as he opened his car's door for me.

"Are you crazy? I will be marked absent for the rest of the day! Drop me now Simon." I rolled my eyes to his stupidity.

"I can handle Mrs. McAdams Del, stop worrying about little things. Get loose, have fun." Simon fastened my seat belt and slightly pinched my cheeks.

"Whatever." I rolled my eyes and directed my views towards the window. 

Things started invading my mind.

I am in a car with my teacher whom I don't know if we're thinking the same thing right now. Does Simon have plans for this? Does he even know what's his entering? Do we share the same feelings? Because I am sure to myself that the butterflies he causes inside my stomach are undeniably telling the truth that I am falling for him. A 17 year old girl admiring a 31 year old man. Fuck that age gap! 

(a/n: I changed their ages because I find it pedophilic lol)

But wait... Why am I worrying over these things? We just kissed a two weeks ago. Maybe not once but we haven't talked about it because of our different schedules. That hasn't been defined yet and I think today is the right time. Simon and I just can't hangout casually like this, we need to clear things up.

"What's running on that pretty mind of yours huh?" He grabbed my hand that was resting on my thigh and I felt instant electric waves through it.

"What are these all about?" I said as I stare at our hands.

"What do you mean Del?" I know Simon knows what I am talking about here.

"The kiss, these hangouts, this crazy thing?" I replied without taking my eyes from our hands who are interlocked now. Simon gripped on my hand before he spoke up.

"I'm sorry but I like you Adele." 

"I really don't- what?! You l-like me?" I said completely dazed by his words.

"No. I don't like you." My heart beat immediately dropped.

"-because I love you..." Simon quickly added, seeing my reaction.

"I don't believe you..." Tears began to form in my eyes.

"Believe it or not-"

"Why me? There's a lot of girls out there who have the same age as yours. Why did you choose a teenage girl like me who has nothing to do but to study and be at her own best?" The words quickly slipped out from my mouth without even having second thoughts about it.

"Stop comparing yourself to other women out there Adele because you are way different from them. They got nothing on you babe. The way how you do things independently and having the power to do your own decision without being swayed by other's opinions fascinates me. I never saw a 17 year old girl who acts and speaks intelligently like you. I love every little details about you Adele, I love how you make me feel like a young man again. I love you Delly and I mean it." Simon gently squeezed my hand, inching closer to me.

Still not contented, I slightly moved away from him.

"But Simon-" I was immediately cut off by Simon's marvelous lips.

At first I was trying to fight back but when Simon inserted his tongue that automatically battled with mine, the thoughts I have in my mind vanished. I found myself pulling Simon closer, wrapping my arms tightly around his neck. His hands held my waist securely, it's as if someone's going to separate us.

Switching from left to right, biting each other's lips, a sloppy kiss was shared indeed.

"Fuck..." I groaned as I pant for air.

"What about now? Do you still feel hesitated?" Simon who is still cupping my cheeks, asked me.

"I-I don't know..." I slightly giggled, biting my lower lip as I felt my cheeks gets hot at its finest.

"Oh God..." Simon jokingly rolled his eyes before he showered my lips with short smooches.

"How. Many. Kisses. Do. I. Have. To. Do. For-" I quickly cackled by Simon's weird but sweet acts.

"Okay, okay. I get it now. You are addicted to my lips man." I laughed.

"Y-you love me t-too?" I let out a soundless laugh seeing Simon's shocked face.

"Of course stupid! Would I even let you kiss me that harsh if I don't love you?" 

"Thank you babe..." And with that, I and Simon had the most loving kiss we could ever have right now.

A/N: speeding this story a little because I'm getting too fucking excited. Please bear with the revisions I may do, I still don't know where's this story is heading to x