Living With The Boys

Surgery Gone...

Hey there :D I haven't posted because......I MOVED TO NORTH CAROLINA!!!!!!! It's a great place. Let's continue.

The surgery is still going on. This is a bad idea and Vanessa knows it. But why would she look at me? Is she trying to get away with killing me completely? Nah she wouldn't do that..would she?

I noticed footsteps coming into my room and see it's Mason.

"Jordan?" He looks for my computer "James told me you can hear him and he spoke to you. Talk to me Jordan...please" I go over to the computer and pick it up. I saw he got a little scared but he Then came to the laptop.

"Jordan."

Maeson

He flinch

It's me Maeson. Trust me.

"Last time I trusted you, you ended up in a hospital!" He yells making me flinch

Maeson it wasn't based on trust. I was confused and still am. Your Mom is doing surgery but she looked scared.

He seemed to look confused too. "Why would she look scared? That's odd"

Exactly my point.

"Well what happened before you went to surgery?"

I was scared because James yelled at me..

"And...?"

The machines started beeping and the numbers went high

"It's probably because what James said got your heart racing making the machine go wild. You're still alive just basically asleep. Have you ever read If I Stay?"

By Gayle Foreman? Yeah.

"When Mia found out Teddy died her heart started racing and she had to go to immediate surgery because the machine went crazy. Now she had none expect her boyfriend. Same thing basically happened to you."

You didn't finish the book did you?

"No I'm on the part where Gramps gives Mia permission to go."

I am at the part where she had a flashback of Teddy being born.

"Good luck beautiful, it's going to be a big surprise for you.." Did he just call me beautiful? But why? I hurt him; I hurt James. So why would he have the nerve to call me beautiful? I'm not even beautiful.

"Jordan? Are you there?" Maeson interrupted me from my thoughts

Yeah, Yeah..just you know, thinking.

"About?" Man why does he have to be like this? How exactly should I say this? I don't want to be so...blunt

"Waiting" At least I know he's impatient

Why'd you call me beautiful? I didn't mean to be blunt but he already read it...

"Because you are beautiful. No matter what. Please do not tell me your insecure because I'll go all One Direction on you." He cleared his throat ready to sing. Instead of replying I burst out laughing.

He wouldn't sing in a hospital. Especially singing a lie.

"Leave me No choice babe." Babe?

" You're insecure, Don't know what for,

You're turning heads when you walk through the door,

Don't need make-up, To cover up, Being the way that you are is enough,