Living With The Boys

Drama...

Lol, I have an important a/n at the end soooooo you must read it!

The door opened, when it did I heard a gasp "J-Jordan!" James screamed clearly angry. I unwrap my arms and pull away from Maeson facing Maeson with guilty eyes. "James I can explain!" I exclaimed. I really like James, I was just caught up at the moment..

"Explain that you left running because you liked Maeson!?!" I hurt him, he really took this to the heart.. I looked at Maeson hoping he could help me but instead I saw a smirk on his face! I'm fucking screwed I can't fix this! "No! James I promise you its not that!" I lightly grabbed his arm

"Then what is it Jordan?!?" He screamed in my face yanking his arm away from me. "He asked me who I liked and I said you! But then he kissed me, I got caught up in the moment and kissed back. I swear it meant nothing to me James.."

"It meant something to me..." Maeson added in. I looked at him shocked "R-really? Is that why you asked? Hoping I would choose you?" I asked looking in his eyes. He was one of the people I told myself not to get involved in, now look at me! I'm a hot mess...

"Get the fuck away from Jordan!" James yelled pushing me out of the shed, getting into Maeson's  face. "No James! I'm sick and tired of you taking all the girls I crush on! This feeling I have for Jordan is true! And if you take her, I'll take her back!" He yelled back.

I hate drama, I hate the center of attention, I hate everything!

"Stop yelling!" I scream at the top of my lungs making them face me. "Stop fighting over me, its dumb! I'm just a girl who is here for awhile....I have money do you want me to leave? I'll leave now so all this drama can end. I don't want to ruin your brother hood." I said looking at the ground

"You already did." James said walking away, leaving me and Maeson alone. "Maeson." I said going up to him "Jordan" He mocked "I'm so sorry but trust me I could make it up to you soon and -" He cut me off "There's nothing to be said" He walked away too but in a different direction.

This was supposed to be a drama free, fun, funny, cool day but instead it was the opposite. A day I never wanted to happen.

I ran upstairs to my room slamming the door and throwing myself on the hard bed sobbing quietly. "Stop!" I mumbled

You shouldn't blame yourself for something you didn't even do. James just assumed things. Like when Mason from Wizards Of Waverly Place kissed Juliet, Alex assumed that what they had was fake and he didn't care about her. But soon enough he proved he did by that heart necklace he gave her. It lights up if the person you love puts it around your neck. And he truly did love her. Maybe its the same thing but instead of Alex getting broken James, Maeson and I got broken into a billion pieces. I hope this isn't just the beginning; I just want the ending to come. All this stupid pain I feel. I act so tough, I am tough but its my heart that is weak, sensitive and seeing I just demolished a perfectly good brother bond breaks me. What can I say, I have a pure heart of gold...