My Brothers ⇒ (Pierce The Veil)

chapter 23

Vic

Almost 3 weeks later...

I stared at the phone is disbelief. "Damnit" I whispered loudly. "What's wrong?" Ally asked grabbing my shoulder. "I ordered something and now the company or website emailed me and said they sold out. I will receive it when they restock which is in almost two months. I was really wanting you to see it" I said and she rested her head on mine. "When we get home, I have to make an important call" I said thinking of Sleeping With Sirens. It's a announcement of ours. We will be having a tour together once again. We had just finished our brother and sister date.. we were in the taxi.

I grabbed the last bag i saw in sight and brought it inside. "Is her second bag inside? Were you sure? Check again" I said looking at the taxi driver and walked to my sisters side. "Vic I said I got it. It's fine. Danielle is here" she said speed walking to Dani. "Hey Ally watch out! No walking so fast!" I yelled and she immediately slowed down but walked back inside. "Alright thanks again man" I said paying the taxi man more than I should have but I yelled at him. He didn't deserved that.

"Mike and Alysha are are Alysha's house. They won't be here around 8pm and Jaime and Jess will be here soon. Ally no alcohol and Danielle, not too much babe" I said walking over to kiss her. "I will be right back. I am going to go pick up the boys. Tour gathering. I will be right back guys. Don't do anything stupid and babe keep an eye on her" I said looking at Ally. She nodded and waved goodbye.

Ally

"This completely sucks. I haven't had a drink in months. Don't you think I could have a watered down shot?" I asked Erin and her and Danielle shook their heads. "Sorry. That little man in there is going to be born HEALTHY! No smoking or drinking girly." Danielle said taking a sip of her drink. "It scares me to think that I am actually having a kid. Looked on the bright side for far too long but I am lowkey scared" I took a deep breath and watched as the girls drank. "Did anyone ask who the 'guys' are Vic is bringing?" Tony jumped up and walked over. "It's a surprise. You'll love it. You used to bond when you were younger but it was never good" Tony's face fell thinking about something. "Maybe it will go great. Oh look the cupcakes are done" he said walking towards the kitchen with Erin following. "Did they ever say how long he's going to be-ya know" Danielle asked me scooting closer. "Attempted murder and... He is going to be in jail for as long as he grows old" I smiled and took a sip of my apple juice.

Danielle nodded and I sat there bored at the table. "I am going to dress into something more comfortable and just draw" I smiled politely at her. "Where are you going Ally?" Tony asked making my stomach tingle. "Upstairs" I simply said turning around at the stairs. I walked up the stairs and just went into my room only to break down in tears. I wasn't wanting this. Yes it's so exciting but it actually isn't. I won't have no more me time and I'll be giving up my future up and help make another future for someone else. I stood on the bed and didn't say a word. I took a peak at my desk and walked on over to my computer and just scrolled through my Instagram stalking anyone I could possibly find because I was bored and sad. I hate getting weird looks from people and I hate telling people my story because it's not their business but mine. I shut my laptop and got a bit angry. I mean.. it's not too late. I don't have one option, I have three. Adoption, abortion, or keep the baby. I have a whole 6 months to think about it. I wonder if the boys will get really upset with me if I was to have an abortion. I'm not ready. Sadly and honestly, it's not my fault I was being raped. This baby is being brought into a world with something to always look down on him or her and I don't want that. I don't want my baby being treated or coming unplanned. I don't want it feeling like a mistake so I think the second option is best for me.

I bit the tips of my nails and slowly shut my eyes and leaned back. This was such a terrible decision but I can't do this. I'm too young, I'm scared. "We'll get through this" you will won't you? You'll be happy as a pea saying all these things and then there is me. The actual bee give. Kinda of wondering how myself could feel if I was in someone else's point of view.

I got up and decided to just keep what I have on right now. I ran down the steps and heard a bunch of yelling. I hurried and looked towards the door. My heart stopped. "Hey Ally!" It was Kellin. I smiled and waved and turned to the other boys and smiled so big and welcomed them each with a hug. "It's been such a long time.. I'm sorry about what happened before. Just keeping my little niece safe. You've gotten so big Ally" Kellin said still hugging me. "Yes she have. She's also gotten BIG BIG." Vic said smiling. "What do you mean? I'm confused" Justin asked. "I'm pregnant" my face immediately fell and I turned away and looked towards the tv to distract me. I looked back at the group of boys celebrating but Kellin's face wasn't. "I'm going to catch up with Ally.. You guys can go and talk about plans, we'll be upstairs" I said and Vic stared at me while Kellin held my back and walked upstairs. I nodded at Vic and he smiled proudly at me.

I opened my door and turned on the light and sat down at my desk and took a spin to the left and back to the right. "It was a mistake. An accident" I said stuttering. "A mistake" I began to make the voice of someone starting to cry and Kellin rushed and pulled me to the bed and hugged me. "Want to talk about it?" He asked. "I was.. I was raped Kellin. I don't want this baby. I don't" I continued to silently sob. "Hey don't say that. Look, I've never had any guts to make that decision before. I just think it's wro-" I pulled away. "–Why is it such a crime to do something I want with my body? I am the one in charge and I am in control of this. I want this. Why won't anyone support me if I wanted this! I need someone here for me. I really do" I slid down the wall and began to cry and I heard a knock. It was Vic. "I support you Ally. I will" Kellin said. "So will i. We are here for you and you know that." Vic mumbled and came near me. I nodded and wiped my tears and rested my head on the palm of my hand. "Thank you guys.. I am sorry it ended up like this" I looked down at my thighs and back at them. "Hey is everything alright?" Tony said coming in with Mike right behind him. My gut immediately dropped and I looked away.

"She wants to do it Mike. What we talked about earlier. She wants it" Vic said quietly which I heard. I didn't have any words to say. I thought my plans would go just great. I was wrong. 100% wrong. This isn't what I want. I don't want a baby and I feel so guilty in that.