Lost In Your Heaven; Sastiel

Needed You

A/N requested by OddCatGuy <3 I hope you like it babe(also sorry no smut in this part but I will try to do it in the next part :) )

Third Person POV

six months ago Sam Winchester left his brother, Dean, to live on his own. Well not totally on his own since his, I guess you could call him 'friend', Castiel, made it his duty to watch over Sam. From time to time Castiel would heal his human companion when his hunts go south. Over time their friendship had developed into something a little more. Instead of pretending Castiel wasn't there and ignoring when the angel wasn't feeling, "Angelly" he paid attention, took care of him in human ways; made sure he ate well and drank, slept in, and watched plenty of Netflix. Sometimes Sam spends the night watching Castiel sleep and wonder why he so badly wants to lie with the angel and run his hand through the angel's hair as he slept. Maybe he just missed the intimacy. Since he never was successful at relationships he decided to leave the whole dating thing alone, now that doesn't mean he passed on a hook up if he had the opportunity. No, Sam was of course, still a human who sometimes needed to get laid. that said, he wondered about the angel. How would he look during sex? would he like biting? hair pulling? He thought about these things a lot. maybe too much seeing as one day he thought about Castiel a little too hard in the shower and the angel appeared outside of the bathroom door asking if he was okay. "f-fine, Cas! I'm fine," he shouted over the running water

"I thought you were praying for me..." Castiel replied awkwardly

"I'm good, Cas, thanks"

"Right...uh Sam?" the angel was confused by the faint moaning coming from inside the steamy room.

"Jesus Christ, Cas I thought you were gone!"

"Sorry, I'll... I'll leave... I'll leave right now," he said before disappearing from the room.

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The next day.

Sam is cooking dinner for the two of them as the angel watched noting each ingredient the younger Winchester used. some boiled stringy substance Sam called "noodles", ground beef that he rolled into balls and insisted Castiel help him with, and two jars of red sauce.

"Ever tried spaghetti before?" Sam asked as he stirred the pot of noodles covered in red sauce,

"No, I never needed to eat before... technically I still do not need to eat." the angel answered, flipping the frying meatballs.

"Then why do you?"

"Because you liked taking care of me and I thought it would be rude to make you eat alone."

"Huh... Cas, I think everything's done can you set the table?"

"Sure Sam," He said leaving Sam's side to grab a couple of plates from the cabinet and forks from the silverware drawer. He positioned them in their routine places right across from each other.

"hot food coming through" Sam warned before spooning a helping of spaghetti onto his plate then Castiel's. "good job cooking the meatballs Cas, they didn't burn or fall apart," Sam said raising a hand for Castiel to high five

"I watched a lot of Martha Stewart the last time I was sick," Castiel said high fiving Sam.

"well come on Martha, let's eat," He says laughing as they sat at the table "I guess this means I'm Snoop Dogg... just without the rapping skills" Sam joked as he began to eat. "This is so good"

"Sam?"

"Yeah?"

"About yesterday...You were thinking about me in the shower, why?" Castiel asked watching Sam's face turn a shade of red.

"I didn't know you would hear that..."

"Sam why do you think I left with you?" the angel asked pushing the untouched food away from him.

"Because I'm the nicer Winchester?" he answered "I don't know Cas. Maybe because you thought I was the weaker one who needed to be babysat?"

"You and your brother are more than capable of taking care of yourselves," Castiel said as the tips of his fingers inched towards Sam's "Samuel Winchester as you know my people skills are more than a bit rusty. But you were the one who taught me the few things that I now know and understand. One of those things was how to consider others before myself, then how to care for the people around me like you and dean, and another thing was how to love," His fingers running along the back of Sam's as he finished.

"Cas, I was wondering..." Sam was cut off by Castiel's lips crashing into his

"Yep. I would totally love to be your boyfriend."

"Cas lay off the teen dramas," He says smiling and kissing the angel back.

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A/N I have mixed feelings about this part lol.