Lost In Your Heaven; Sastiel

Tumblr prompt #2

Tumblr prompt "Look at me - just breathe, okay?"

gender bent Castiel

"Sam!? Sam! get your ass down here, its time!" Castiel sighed when she heard the thud of her husband most likely falling out of their bed. "Sam? are you okay?" she asked holding tight to the stairs banister and peering up, but seeing nothing in her view.

"fine! I'm fine! " Sam yelled as he stumbled to get up and rushed down the stairs. when Sam finally reached the last step, he found Castiel sitting on the bench near the front door trying to put on her shoes, "Here baby, let me," Sam tucked his hair behind his ears and kneeled at Castiel's feet. Her hand rests on Sams' shoulder as her foot was lifted and slipped into her favorite flats.

"I used to be one of Gods' strongest warriors, and now... Now I can't even put on my own shoes," she tried to laugh, but it turned into a breathless cry.

"Cas, you are gods' strongest angel. You're one of the strongest women I know," Sam stood up, wrapped Castiel's jacket around her shoulders, and helped her to her feet. Castiel suddenly cried out and fell into Sam's arms. Sam looped his arm behind her back and carried her out the front door to their car.

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"Sam! I can't - I can't do this. I can't -" Castiel was cut off by a cry of agony as she rode out another wave of pain. Her grip on the hospital bed railing tightens as she's given to okay to push again. Her eyes are squeezed shut as she pushes and is sore when she reopens them. "I can't do this anymore."

"Look at me, " Sam's hands are in her hair. Smoothing back a few sweaty stray hairs. Wiping away Castiel's tears as her puffy blue eyes finally met Sam's' "- just breathe, okay? You can do this," he took her hand into his as his wife is told to give another good push.

"You're doing so well, Castiel. He's almost here!" the doctor announced, his head looking over the mint green sheet covering Castiel's middle and lower body, "Just give me one more big push." his head disappeared under the sheet again and with that, she took a deep breath and pushed.

Castiel couldn't stop the tears that flowed from her eyes when she first heard their son cry. She wasn't aware of Sam whispering "I love yous" in her ear or his large supportive hands on her shoulders. She didn't hear the doctors informing them of their son's perfect health. The only things she was currently aware of were the blues and undertones of green and brown in their son's eyes. Its like they couldn't decide rather they wanted to take after Sam hazel green or her ocean blue eyes. his hair was as black as hers and slicked down.

"I want to hold him,"

"Your nurse, Kaylyn's just cleaning him up and she'll have him in your arms in no time, Castiel." the doctor stated as he handed their son to Kaylyn. "Have you decided on a name for the little fella?" he asked taking off and throwing away the used gloves and stood at Castiel's bedside.

Sam is the one to answer his question because Castiel's eyes and mind wandered to her little boy crying as the nurse cleaned him. "Yeah. Samuel Winchester," Sam smiled at his son as the nurse walked by him to Castiel.

"Isn't he beautiful, Sam? I finally have my heaven back."

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A/N; I've been working on this for the LONGEST time. lol. it's short but cute.