Breaking the Band (Narry) -SLOW UPDATES-

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HARRY'S POV

I woke up to the sound of a female crying; my eyes fluttered for a bit till I saw Melissa crying and walking towards the exit of the bus.

I looked over and saw Louis asleep in the bunk across from me; but Niall's bunk on top was empty.

Niall walked out the room and looked at me; he sat on the bed and I scooted over then he wrapped his arms around me and kissed my head.

"Can we talk?"

"In the morning." He said stroking my head as I drifted off to sleep.

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I woke up in a hotel room; I noticed that Niall was cuddling me and I looked up to see him watching me.

"I moved you to the room, I didn't want to wake you up a second time." I smiled and nodded; rubbing the sleep out of my eyes. "Me and Melissa broke up."

"Oh." I said, I didn't really care and I just woke up so I mean I don't know what he was expecting.

"I want to come back."

"Let's talk about this later Niall..." I got out of his grip and went to the bathroom, shutting the door behind me and locking it. I pulled my clothes off and turned on the shower, letting the warm water surround me.

I can't go back to him he'll think he's won; that he has played with my feelings and still was able to get back in my life.

Who's to say he won't do it again? Maybe it's just best if I stay friends with him; I don't want to deal with my heartbreak being worse but I also don't want to continue to ignore him and tear up the band. I just want to be depressed on my own and eat cookie dough and cry.

I rubbed some shampoo in my hair still thinking about what I was going to say to Niall if he asks me to be his boyfriend again.

Why would I want to be? No that's too mean.

I'd rather deal with this depression eating me up inside. No too emo.

I don't want to Niall, but we can be friends. There we go.

He can't break into me again, I can't let him.

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Sorry for not updating this and making this short I went to an Ariana Grande concert last night and I didn't get time to update and rn I'm having post concert depression