he cried and cried. for hours unending, jaebum cried. he was truly heartbroken. after years of loving his sunshine from afar, he was given the chance to have him. rejection slapped him the hardest way possible.
jaebum was unsure why youngjae did that. why would youngjae agree to go out with jaebum just to end up kissing mark? it didn't make sense. of course, jaebum has thought that perhaps mark is the one who kissed youngjae and he had just arrived at the wrong time. jaebum had thought about what if he wait a little bit more, what if he saw youngjae push mark away? but that's ridiculous, jaebum thought, youngjae seemed to have enjoyed the kiss. jaebum didn't know what to believe.
it was saturday afternoon when there was a knock at jaebum's door. laying on his bed, still wearing the same clothes from the day before, staring up at his wall solemnly, jaebum told them to enter. it came out raspy since it being the first thing he's said in almost an entire day. in comes jinyoung and jackson to try and help jaebum out.
the younger boys shared a look before looking down at their hyung. "jaebum-hyung? how are you?" jinyoung asked carefully siting on the edge of jaebum's bed.
"don't say hyung, you fake." jaebum said, pushing jinyoung off the bed with his foot. "i don't need the false authorization."
"jaebum-hyung." jackson spoke up. "i heard what happened." jaebum groaned, flipping over on the bed. "maybe you should speak to youngjae-ah, to get his side of the story."
"his side? his side?" jaebum barked. "he broke my heart, that brat." tears began to form in his eyes and jaebum forced him to stop. he's cried enough.
"bummie, im sure there's something you aren't seeing in the situation." jinyoung offered.
jaebum scoffed,"bummie? bringing out the old nicknames?" jaebum was angry with his best friend for no solid reason. he was angry for the sake of being angry.
jinyoung had enough of jaebum's sass. he grabbed the older boy by the shoulder, flipping him over and forcing him to sit up. jinyoung got into his face and barked,"stop being a little whiny brat and go talk to youngjae! you've been locked in your room for the past twenty hours. shower, eat something, brush your teeth, and get dressed nice. you're going to meet youngjae and that's final." he let go of jaebum's shoulder, letting him flop back onto the bed. jinyoung stormed out of the bedroom with jackson close behind him.
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shorter chapter than the rest but since the next one is the last one, it's gonna be pretty long, i think .
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letters to choi youngjae ; 2jae ⚣ [ completed ]
Fanfictionin which jaebum has written letters after letters dedicated to his sunshine * a short story .