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Okay?-Chapter 9

Kellin's p.o.v

Vic's been missing for two weeks now and I'm so worried. I've tried to limit the amount of times I call or text him but I swear I'll die if I don't know if he's okay soon. "Kells where's the-" Oli was cut off by his own thoughts. "You know I really like that shirt Susan, where'd you get it?" I tried not to laugh, because it's funny what he's saying. The reason he's saying it is so unfunny though. "Kellin, where's the potato chips?" I walked into the kitchen.

"You ate them last night."

"Me or my brain?" I sighed. He had to take medication everyday now but at least he was home. He was calm mostly, but the doctors had given me stuff in a needle just in case he got out of hand. "Worried about Vic again?" He asked. I nodded.

"And you." I added, instantly regretting it and biting my lip. He looked down morbidly. He mumbled something to himself I'm almost positive that was negative about himself. He sighed.

"Sorry." He came and hugged me. Was it just me or were things different between Oli and I now. I mean I know there was the kiss, but we were both drunk. I mean Oli doesn't like me that way, right? He'd never said anything about his sexuality, I guess I just assumed. Well he hasn't had a girlfriend for, well since high school. A good looking guy could get anyone he wanted right? Maybe he was asexual. No that seemed doubtful. I heard him jacking off in his room the other day, weird but surely he thought about someone while. Eww Kellin shut your brain the fuck up. "I never touched the cake, Billy ate it. I swear to Jesus Christ himself." It made me want to cry. How had he just suddenly woken up one day with a million different people trying to take over his body? Both of us cried a lot now, but it wasn't his fault. A lot of the time I wake up and hear him crying in his sleep. Makes me cry. I want nothing more then to help him. He pulled away from me. "Kellin-" He cut off with a gasp then settled back to normal. Sometimes it happened a lot more then others. "Maybe I should go rest." I nodded as he walked up to his room. I heard him stop and start talking again. "For fucks sake don't you think I'd like to kill myself?!" There was silence for a moment before he continued and went into his room. The door shut and I let out a breath I didn't know I'd been holding in. I leant against the bench and checked my phone for the millionth time this week.

Iero: Turn the tv on channel 8 at five

Iero? I looked at the time and realised it was five to eight. I flicked the tv on and waited, flicking through my phone in the meantime. "Local teacher missing-" That's all I needed to hear for my head to shoot up and I watched. Police are involved, pictures of him were on the screen asking anyone who had any information about where he was to contact the police. For the sake of his family etc. God I hope he's okay. The picture on screen was a nice one, he was smiling and looked gorgeous. School had been even more of a struggle without him there. Wow I sound like I'm still in high school. Justin had been at school, but surprisingly hadn't bothered me. I hope he's given up, I mean it seems like it but you never know. Especially with guys like him.

"Leave me alone, I just wanted you to love me!" I sighed at the scream that came from upstairs. I couldn't do anything for him and it killed me. I almost laughed. If Kate could hear my thoughts right now she'd go on another of her 'Kellin's too nice for his own good' rants. The fact the doctors found no medical reason for why Oli was acting this way though. Not much in the mental department either. They've only seen few people like this ever. Apparently there's more to it that's going on inside Oli that I'll never get. The doctors can't even know about most of it, but they know there's something there. I heard the phone ring and went and picked it up. "Kellin, someone's at the door. They're gonna take me to hell. My new home." Oli called down the stairs. I shook my head sadly.

"Hello?"

"Hey."

"Um..."

"Sorry Kellin its Frank."