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***Hole In One-Chapter 18***

Kellin's p.o.v

I sat in the all white room in a white hospital gown. There was a bed that I was sitting on and that was about it. I swung my legs, looking down at my white socks. Why was everything white? I was waiting for Oli to come back. I knew they were watching me and I didn't care. It had almost been a day and I was starting to get tired but I didn't care. I needed Oli, without him there was no me. I wondered if Katelynne was still here. She kept saying sorry as they dragged me away. Drugged up me, they couldn't get me to calm down otherwise. I sighed, how had I come to this? I never in my life thought I'd end up in a place like this. Katelynne probably had left, she had a family after all. What did I have? A dead boyfriend and a room. Hmmm, doesn't that sound appealing? A failing teacher's career, a house I'm not even allowed to live in right now. I sighed and watched my legs swing. I hoped Oli would come back soon, otherwise I'd fall asleep. I watched my legs swing till I passed out from exhaustion.

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I woke up to my door opening. I got given some food but they wouldn't let me out. I stood up and they quickly closed the door. I looked up at the camera. "Aren't I suppose to go out for food?" That's probably stupid Kellin. I sighed and sat down, playing with the gross looking...cereal I guess. I should be trying to convince them I'm sane. I didn't wanna be here, but honestly I didn't care. Oli was here and they're unfortunate enough not to be able to see him.

"Kellin?" I looked up and saw Oli. "Don't say anything and don't let them know you see me." I sighed and nodded slightly, still feeling sick of the fact I technically cheated on Oli and just wishing I could have never let it happen. It was small but I know that mistake would or has had lots of consequences. "I'm sorry I left." I nodded again slightly. I stirred my spoon in the bowl. He sighed. "I love you and I know you feel bad..."

"I love you too." Who cares if they thought I was crazy? I had Oli and that was what mattered. I pulled him towards me and kissed him. He pushed me away gently.

"Kellin they'll see."

"I don't care." I said, smashing our lips together again. I secured my hand behind his head, kissing him passionately. He laughed.

"I wonder how this looks." I just kissed him harder. I pushed the cereal away, hearing the plastic bowl crash to the floor. I pulled him on top of me.

"Fuck me." I breathed, looking up into his eyes. He shook his head.

"Kellin we can't..." The door crashed open and guards came in.

"Don't touch me!" I screamed as they restrained me. I kicked my legs and screamed violently.

"Kellin! Stop!" Oli was staring at me desperately. I didn't care if they thought I was crazy, I just wanted Oli.

"Oli!" I screamed before kicking one of them hard in the shin. I tried to rip away from them and stumbled to Oli before I felt a familiar stabbing pain. I hit the floor, drugs filling me. I felt tears fall from my eyes as I fell asleep.

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Been here for maybe a week now. Oli mostly came at nights when people were less likely to watch the cams. It was late afternoon and my therapist was droning on. I was completely blocking them out and just thinking about Oli and everything that had happened. I mean he's dead and I'm in a mental institute. I sighed, I'm thought of as insane, but I knew I wasn't. I closed my eyes and opened them before I started seeing things. It had started happening. Maybe...I was starting to lose my sanity. Eventually the therapist left and I just waited for Oli. The moment he got there I smiled and hugged him. "Kellin." He sighed.

"I know...I just missed you." I let out, shrugging and sitting back on my bed. He nodded and smiled too.

"I missed you too." He pecked my lips and I swung my arm around his neck. He pulled away pretty soon and stepped away from me with a smile. Not that it really was stepping, seeing he could go through the floor.