Bucky Barnes Imagines

03;

It's been a week since I last saw Bucky. I've been cooped up in my room avoiding him and more specifically, confrontation.

When I last saw him he was openly flirting with Nat and that wasn't just it, he kissed her. I was hurt and mad at him. First of all we've been dating for a year and he does this to me.

When I first saw, my mind was racing with thoughts. Was I not good enough? Was he unhappy with me? What did I do? But that's the thing, I've done nothing wrong. I have been a loyal caring girlfriend to him all this time.

There was nothing wrong with me. He's the problem.

Finally deciding I've been putting this off for too long I put my hair in a ponytail and got out of bed.

I was going to give him a piece of my mind.

I stormed out of my room and went where I knew he would be. The gym.

I ripped open the door and there he was.

"Bucky!", I yelled at him.

He quickly turned around.

"You are such an asshole", I said bluntly.

"What the hell y/n, I haven't seen you for a week and you wouldn't even open the door for me and this is how you greet me?!", he says back.

I roll my eyes, "I spent this week thinking about how I was going to say this."

"Say what?", he asks.

I look him dead in the eye then speak, "I don't need you. You took what I value most in a relationship and you fucking crushed it. I don't care if I am fucking in love with you a cheater never changes."

Bucky try's not to look surprised, "I don't know-", he try's to say but I cut him off.

"Don't you dare say you don't know what I'm talking about. I saw you two. At first I was hurt and you know what I did, I thought it was something I did! But fuck no it wasn't me. It was you James! I used to look up to you and admire everything you've done and how far you've come, but now. Now when I look at you I'm repulsed, disgusted I could ever love a man like you."

"Y/n please...", Bucky says pleadingly.

"No. You don't get my sympathy or forgiveness. This was your fault. I know my worth and you are unworthy of my love. The sickening thing is I still love you after this bullshit. My heart still loves you", I say on the verge of tears but I hold them back.

Bucky has tears streaming down his face at this point.

"Goodbye James. Don't talk to me, don't look at me, and don't think of me. But when you do think of me know that I will never think of you again. I am above you.", and with the flick of the ponytail I turned around and walked out of that gym and back into my room feeling victorious and surprisingly happy.

I knew that in time I would  forgive him, I love him. But I can't forgive cheaters. I know my self worth and I am worth more than one disloyal boy.

(AN: I hope this chapter opened up some of your eyes. This topic is a big deal to me as I see so many of my friends forgiving cheaters and people who play with their hearts. If your partner is ever disloyal to you or hurts you emotionally or physically, dump their ass. They don't deserve you, you are worth more than the toxic they're bringing into your life. Thanks for reading this chapter.)