Is This The Life I Wanna Live

Chapter 1 :How Many Times??

Your nothing but a fat ass bitch I can't take having a daughter who's out of shape when I'm a doctor that's fit.
Well maybe it be better if I wasn't born I hate you I'm smart in school I'm graduating early does that mean anything to you!!!
I already have a step sister who hates me in and goes to the same school and a father who doesn't want anything to do with me because of you I can't do anything right I'll never be good enough for you I yell.

    As I stomp up the stairs heading to my bedroom slamming the door behind me crying my phone starts to ring I look at the caller ID it's my Best Friend         Naja we've been friends since     kindergarten She's Italian & Jamaican she has Pretty green eyes and she's slim with thick thighs I guess that's why all the boys like her but I love her because she always there for me I swear we can talk about anything. As I'm hesitant to answer the phone because I hate when          Naja worried about me but right now I'm really in need of her. I picked up the phone.

Shianne: Hey Naja. 

Nana (aka Naja): Damn bitch took u long enough to answer the damn phone I called twice what are you doing?

I had to break it to her cause I know she catches how I act before I catch myself.

     Shi ( aka Shianne): Nothing just got in a huge fight with my mom she's never satisfied *I paused on a heavy breath * she calls me all types of names and everything.

Nana: Aww Best Friend Please don't cry.

Shi: I can't take this shit I've been working out at in the gym room down stairs. No matter how much weight I lose she still think I'm fat.

  NaNa: I don't understand she says that. Your no way near fat. I wish I had your body.Cause my Bestie body is Popping.

Shi: Naja I'm just tire
~Before I could finish she interrupted~

What type of mother says that to her child ?? -Naja starts yelling thru the phone- Bitch I'm getting sick and tired of her Ill beat her ass for you. Bestie cause she got not right.

     Shi: It's fine Na I'll be okay you know it.

*Naja was still rambling out of her mouth not hearing a damn thing I said.*

Nana: Maybe she's jealous of you. Yup she wants your body yup that's it she wants your body. I knew it she says in a loud tone.

Hello Hello Shi?? 👀😳

Shi: Yes I'm still here Naja. 🙄

Naja: Shi all I'm saying is your shape is amazing the boys love it and my gay ass do to.

*both laughs*

  Shi:Your right Naja it's just hearing it from her makes me not even see myself in the mirror sometimes because I see what she calls me * breathes depressed*.

Naja: Well stop your Beautiful trust me no matter the size stop letting her get to you.

Shi: You know im trying to it's always something when she's home.

Nana: Yea yea lets forget talking about her right now she dead to me let's talk about the boy Jasir talking to u in the hall at school today,what was that all about?? 

Shi: Wait how did you see us👀

Nana: Don't worry about it just tell me what he said?!

Shi:He just asked me if I had a extra pencil he could borrow.

Nana: *Screamed* Stop lien that's not what he asked you.

Shi: OMG Yes it is I swear he did ask Tyrone he was standing right there.

Nana: Mhm alright I believe you but I gotta go my boo is calling I love you BITCH stay cute!!

*Beep Beep Beep *Call Ended.

Well damn I thought it was sisters over here niggas. Bitch hung up on me without me even saying bye. I ploped in my bed day dreaming about how life would be if my mother and father we're together.
Then I hear a knock on my door.
  Shianne honey I'm sorry for saying those nasty things towards you. I know you hate me but I want what's best for you I hope you can forgive me again. I'm leaving for work and left some money on the table for you I love you.

*Rolles Eyes After Mocking her mom*
I can't believe it she does the same shit every other day. I'm so confused on why she treats me this way I don't think it's has anything to do with my weight probably just what my dad did but I'll never know the true story.

                 A Few Hours Later

I can't stand living in the boondocks because everything so far and looks creepy. After a few minutes of walking I arrived at Seven Eleven. I look for my favorite chips which are Takis I grab two bags and a Hershey bar.
I turned around and all of a sudden I I see a tall sexy Brownskin man say excuse me sweetheart. I seen you walk in and I had to come and tell you that your the most beautiful girl I seen today. All I could do was smile because Damn he fine !!

       He starts to chuckle what lil mama you not gonna say anything back.
I can't get no thank you. My cheeks became so red from embarrassment because for 4 minutes all I did was smile. I walked away to the counter to buy my stuff and he followed me.
Don't worry lil mama I got you the least I can do since you won't talk to me. I grabbed my stuff and left out the store nervous as hell Im use to niggas trying talk to me but not looking as fine as him.
        Yo I know you ain't just gonna walk away and not say thank you. Look I appreciate what you did thank you, are you happy now. -damn I mumbled-

Well damn you don't have to be sarcastic. I mean can I at least get your number *he stuttered* I hate to see you walk away and not get your number. I looked him up and down why do you want my number. I said you don't know you me and I don't wanna know you . Why the hell did I just lie the way he was looking had me in a trance fine as hell and would love to show him off.

I mean your Beautiful and I'm trying get to know you. I won't ask again though. Hmm should I give him my number? Y'all know I had to 💀

Okay give me your phone so I can put it in. I rolled my eyes. Damn you can't be pretty giving me attitude already he chuckled. How I know you not trying steal my phone.😏

Relax he grabbed my phone and entered his name and number. Done. Alright Shianne he looked up at me. Can I offer you a ride he said ?! Omg he's so sweet. Look I gave you my number I'm fine with walking home  I don't get in strangers cars now Bye.

Will Shianne call or text him?
What will happen between the two?!!

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