Is This The Life I Wanna Live

Chapter 2: Fuck My Life

It was the weekend and I couldn't wait for it to be over. Because it was always spent with hearing my moms loud ass mouth complaining or either being stuck in this big ass house with nothing to do.

SHIANNE !!

Ugh fuck does she want from me now 😳😒

SHIANNE.... don't you hear me calling your ass get down here NOW!

Bitch you can wait I *mumbled under my breath* Here I come I said in a loud tone while walking down the steps.

"Yes mom? " *I said in a irrated tone*
Shianne don't talk to me in that tone I'm not in the mood for your shit today... But I wasn't even doing anything. I didn't ask for a smart remark now shut up and listen. I want you to come to volunteer at the hospital on weekends.

My mom makes my life hell if it isn't about my weight it's about me becoming a nurse. I've told her millions of times I don't wanna be a nurse for people. (I'm not a people's person) I wanna be a Veternerian or Chef so I can stay low key ..

Umm I told you mom I don't wanna work or volunteer at the Hospital.

"Shianne your not gonna sit your fat ass around the house you don't tell me what you wanna do your a child and your gonna do what I tell you too do. You don't know what the fuck you wanna do." Pointing her fingers in my face

   "I do so I don't see why you wanna force me to be interested into being a nurse. I fucking hate you can't wait until I'm 18  and get the fuck outta here. I see why dad left your ass for another women I get your my mom but your way controlling I fucking HATE YOU."I screamed while leaving out the front door

  Tears were rolling down my cheeks. I could feel my self breathing heavy it hurted my chest. I can't believe she doesn't care about what I wanna do with my life she wants to choose it for me. I walked a couple of blockes down to the bus stop to go to my Best Friend house I needed to see her and vent my mom was geting on my nerves.

"Yo sexy can I get your number some nigga said out his car". I turned around and rolled my eyes ugh why can't I walk outside without being harassed.

"Ayo excuse me shawty I know you heard me talking to you." He says as he gets out of his car.

"Leave me the alone I ignored your ass for a reason"

"Damn I didn't know a pretty bitch like you would have such a bad attitude."

"Please go away I'm not interested in having a conversation with you." Even though I really was he stood about 5'7 brown with a cute fade and his lay was on a beam.

"You just disrespected me by calling me a bitch and I don't even know your ass."

"Look shawty I ain't mean it in a bad way yamean I just want your number."

"Well you can't have it now fuck out my  face."

  The bus finally arrived and I was so happy because this nigga wouldn't give up. Shit I got you next time I see you bet I'll get your number he yelled
I chuckled a lil because he was being to procistent and bold.

1 Hour Later.

"I hope you and your mom have a better relationship. Your her only child and I'd hate for her to not see she's actually missing out on your life trying be controlling and not supportive." Naja said while panting her toes.

"I just don't understand I'm not out being a hoe. I get good grades I'm a virgin I'm trying to lose this weight but It doesn't matter nothing pleases her unless I'm following in her footsteps."

Naja walks over towards me and hug me. "Listen Best I told you everything's gonna be alright you have me and if anything as my best friend/sis (because they were pretty close ) I will be proud of you and here for you I got your back. "

  "Thanks Na you don't understand how much I love you. Now get your big ass off me." I fake shoved her off not bothering her.

"Ool Naja said just play me like that bitch I'm over here expressing myself to make u feel better and you straight dissed me. That's fucked up Shianne."

"Aww you know I appreaciate you Naja." I said while jumping on.

"Nope to late bitch I don't care."

We both begin to laugh.We had a weird friendship but at least it was real.

  "Come and record me twerking for Snapchat." Naja said.

This thot loved shaking her ass for her followers.

She put on Speaker Knockerz Ima throw some money like a free throw arch your back put your hands on your knees though bounce that ass bounce that ass bounce that ass bounce the ass can you do a spilt yea on a dick yeah .

"Yes Go Bestfriend I yelled while recording her twerk. We should take some cute pictures and play with the filters on Snapchat."I told her after I was done recording her video for Facebook and the Instagram.

Knock knock.
 
"Go away Miya."Naja screamed she always trying bother me when you here.

"It's not Miya it  you're Mother."

"Oh shit." she mumbled under her breath.

"You can come in Patrice". I couldn't help but laugh because that wasn't Naja's mom name but she always joked around with her mom something I wished I could do with mines.

"If it isn't my two favorite girls Ms Tiana said. Y'all wanna go to the movies or the mall with me I'm bored?"

"Mom please STOP you doing to much right now where trying have girl time and your embrassing me.

Two Days Later Monday

3x Beep beep beep

My alarms was going off
UGH I feel like shit today lord please help me make it. I got up out bed and did my hygiene. Put on my favorite bath & bodyworks perfume & lotion.

"Ugh I hate having to wear this ugly ass uniform." I screamed.

*Ringtone* I want you all to myself because I'm selfish you don't need nobody else I swear. Selfish X Pnb Rock
"Hello ?"

"Come on bitch before we be late for school." Naja loudly spoke.

"Damn Here I come I gotta grab my book bag." I said while putting my Cheetah pumas on.

I locked up the house and walked down to Naja's car.

"Oool look at you Shi looking all cute and smelling good."

"Bye girl please don't pipe my head up today because I don't even look cute right now.

"Ugh you get on my nerves Child remind me to stop complementing you cause you erk me with that shit."

"Here you go whore just get us to school."