Is This The Life I Wanna Live

Chapter 3 : Every Day Thing

Scrolling down my Instagram I always see Naja posting twerk videos. You know I had to comment.

@NajaBigBooty Girl you gonna get the wrong attention 😑
@Shi.XoLovely💋 Girl that's what I'm looking for 👅👀

Why is my BestFriend such a Hoe 💀💀

@NajaBigBooty I love you hoe but be careful with wanting all that WRONG attention🗣
@Shi.XoLovely Bye girl ✌🏼

I countiued strolling down my Ig and checked all my Dms full of thirsty ass niggas but what really caught me off guard was a female found her way in my dms oss.

Mir.215 Yo Sexy Get at me you thick asf
ZanerichMixedBoi Wssp Ma
Cox.hg Can I fuck??
Jada.lovingLfye Hey boo you pretty asf and I wanna know how you taste.

What is wrong with people these days.

It really made me irrated that so many males my age or older just wanted one thing.Which was obviously pussy.I wanted to be in a relationship but I haven't found anyone worth my time.

"Ughh I *Screamed* why must my life be so damn boring."

Me: Na wanna go to the mall ?

Naja Bestie Hoe 😜😘💅🏻: Sorry can't bitch my mom acting like a dick head because I didn't do my chores. You know how she gets.😬

Me: Ughh why must you be my only Friend😩😩

Naja Bestie Hoe 😜😘💅🏻: Sorry Best you know I would go but momma tripping Ima call you later 😘🤘🏼

Great just great now I gotta go to the mall alone.

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I hopped in the shower and did my hygiene. Put on my black body suit. I added a light portion of makeup and put my hair in a bun.

I requested my lyft and arrived at the mall 30 mins later. I walked in H&M because they had some really cute clothes that looked good on my body and a huge sale!!

"Excuse me Beautiful"

"Yes?"I said while still looking at a pink velvet jacket sizing it up to see if it looked my size.

"You not gonna look up he said in a deep sexy voice."

I looked up with a rude glare

"How may I help you?"

"So you just gonna act like you don't remember from the seven eleven??"

"Why would I remember that?🤔Wait a minute are you stalking me or something because I."

Before I could finish my sentence this nigga had the nerve to cut me off.

"Chill out ain't nobody stalking you I just seen you from behind and knew the only body shaped like that was the one I seen at the gas station store."

I shoved his arm and walked away to the next clothing rack.Ugh why are guys such perverts I knew I shouldn't have wore this outfit today I said in my head.

"Aye I'm only playing with you. Or am I he laughed."

"You know what please don't bother I'm trying to shop for clothes now please leave me alone."

"I'm not going anywhere until you give your number this time and make sure it the right number."😏

I paused for a second and thought about it. Hmm maybe I should give him my number he is kinda cute but I don't wanna seem like a easy chick😳

"If I give you my number I spoke up will you go away!!"

He licked his lips staring at me strange

"Of course I'll go away but I won't leave you alone"

I gave him my number again but this time the correct number or did I🤐

"Here" i said in a irrated voice tone

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I finally was home after shopping all day. But sadly my mom was home because she always turned on all the lights on all the lights in the house. (She didn't give a fuck about how high the light bill would be)

"Shianne is that you?"

"No it's a fucking ghost" I said under my breath.

Walking into the dinning room where she was laying down in the couch watching her favorite show married to medicine

"Yes I just got in"

"Where have you been all this time? I wanted to go out for dinner but I seen you weren't in your room"

"I want out shopping because I needed some new clothes to wear for school this week"

She made her way towards me looking in my back of clothes and checking me out. Lord please help her to keep her comments to herself I didn't feel like ya getting into a arguement over my body weight or what I wear.

"That's what you wore today?" My mom asked in her sarcastic tone.

OMG exactly what I needed her asking me questions about what I'm wearing!

" Umm yes I figured I wear it since it's been sitting in my closet for sometime"

" You don't need to be wearing stuff like that when you know right and well perverts are out there and you can attract all the wrong attention"

Why does she feel like I need a fucking speech about what I should be wearing even though she was kinda right.I did feel self conscious about what I wore today because I did get a lot of attention but it wasn't my fault I was big at the bottom and slim at the top anything I wear my shap was sure to show.

"Well I can't help it when are you ever gonna leave me and my weight or shape ALONE!!"

I took my bags upstairs to my room
and locked the door. I wasn't gonna go to sleep another night with the comments she couldn't keep to her self. I had a long day ahead of me anyways.