Dark Paradise [Z. Malik // fanfic]

Dark Paradise [Z. Malik // fanfic] *Coming June 2014*

"I grew up in a world where the words 'family' and 'love' didin't exist. I grew up alone. A huge, cold building with nuns and hundrends sad faces that belonged to pale, unhappy kids was what I called 'home'. The monsters in my head were my friends. I was always an unsual girl, who once had dreams of becoming a beautiful poet but upon an unfortunate series of events, saw those dreams dashed and divided like a million stars in the night sky that I wished on over and over again — sparkling and broken.

I grew up.

My life got worst.

Rooms filled with smoke, drunk men and essentials girls rocking their body in the metal pole is my thing now. I'm one of those girls.

A stripper.

A sinner.

When the people I used to know found out what I had been doing, how I had been living, they asked me why. But there’s no use in talking to people who have a home, they have no idea what it’s like to seek safety in other people, for home to be wherever you lie your head.

Now this is my life.

A life where 'love' is payed.

Where 'lust' is money.

Every night I used to pray that I’d find my people and I did. 

I found him.

I belonged to no one who belonged to everyone, who had nothing who wanted everything with a fire for every experience and an obsession for freedom that terrified me to the point that I couldn’t even talk about and pushed me to a nomadic point of madness that both dazzled and dizzied me.

Now I belong to him.

But I am free..."

{A/N: This is the prologue of my new book called 'Dark Paradise'. This book is inspired of Lana Del Rey's songs, so you might see a lot of quotes/lyrics of her. It's darker than 'Broken' (my previous book) so if you're not comfortable with sex scenes, strong language and drugs I suggest you not to read it. The first chapter will be posted on June (after my exams) cause I don't have much time now. Until then, please read, vote and comment the prologue. I want to see if you guys like it and you want me to continue. Thank you for all of your support. I love you xoxo}

~Irena~