LUKES POV
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Dear Lisa,
Sorry I can't. I can't like you. You don't understand. Seeing your tears when you saw me with Sasha made me realize that I'm just hurting you. When you told me you liked me I was shocked. I couldent say anything. Lisa .. I like you back but I don't want to like you. You and me can't be together for so many reasons. Those reasons that only I know and there hard to explain. Sorry Lisa. I can't see you everyday without wanting to kiss you. Pull you close to me and be there with you. Have fun for the rest of your trip!
- luke
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I was debating weather to leave her this note or note. I was going back to my hometown while her family stayed here. I couldent risk becoming more close to her and then all of it will be torn apart once my parents are done with there work. I hate there work. There work has never affected me personally but now it has. I like Lisa and coming closer to her will only make it harder at the end. Leaving her that note would tell her that I like her. She would beat herself up for many reasons. I grabbed the note and balled it up. I threw it on the ground and grabbed my stuff. I was leaving and just not tell her.
" dad I'm heading back.. Uh getting boring. See ya in a month?"
" yeah yeah son. Take care. I'll tell your mom."
I walked out the door and got in my car. My parents never cared. There job was more important. I wanted to tell Lisa about there job but I couldent. Did she know what was gonna happen at the end of the month? I couldn't get close to her. Not knowing Lisa and her family would be staying at the mountain house for the rest of there life and his parents would go back home. That's what they did. They got jobs for people , convinced them to get the job, moved them to a house close to there job and let them live there life. For people that was a good job but for him it Wasent. I would end up liking Lisa a lot and then move away from her and never see her again. I know Lisa parents accepted the job and the house. They haven't told Lisa or micheal but really? They should have. Did Lisa know she was leaving behind all her freinds espicslly Sarah. I didn't tell her but I knew she would be sad. Then if they got together and dated it would be even more depressing. I couldent do that to her.
