LISA POV
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* 3 weeks passed*
It had been three weeks since I got here. I couldent believe we had 2 more weeks to go. I was dating Tyler. Your probably wondering how that happened? That day that I got back from that " date" with Tyler I got back home and everyone was there. Everyone expect Luke. I didn't see him anywhere. I asked where he was and his Parents told me he was gone. GONE! He went to some trip with his friends. I almost cried. Now your probably thinking
she's such a cry baby! Well I'm just very sensitive. I think..... After that I decided I needed to stop liking a boy I could never have. Tyler seemed like a nice boy so when he asked me out I said yes. I like Tyler I really do just not like that. I tried and tried but I couldn't. Yes I was still with him but I couldent stop thinking about luke. His perfect hair and blue eyes that had a sparkle in them. I wanted to feel safe again. I haven't had that feeling since I last was with him. I wanted to feel that again.
I got up and decided to get ready. There was no toothpaste. Great.
I dragged myself over to my brother room
" aye you got any toothpaste?"
" no I got some from Luke's room."
Ugh. I walked over to luke door and opened it. It was clean and neat. A smile took over my face. The room still smelled like him. I found the toothpaste and was about to get out when I saw something on the floor. A crumbled piece of paper. Picking it up I unfolded it and read the writing.
Dear Lisa,
Sorry I can't. I can't like you. You don't understand. Seeing your tears when you saw me with Sasha made me realize that I'm just hurting you. When you told me you liked me I was shocked. I couldent say anything. Lisa .. I like you back but I don't want to like you. You and me can't be together for so many reasons. Those reasons that only I know and there hard to explain. Sorry Lisa. I can't see you everyday without wanting to kiss you. Pull you close to me and be there with you. Have fun for the rest of your trip!
- luke
What the fuck...
