Roses // Shawn Mendes

Epilogue

*Sarah's P.O.V*
I sat in my room crying into my knees. Shawn and I just got back from the hospital. That was the worst doctors appointment of my life.
*Flashback*
I layed on the hospital bed holding Shawn's hand. I felt like something was wrong. I don't know what but I have a bad feeling. The nurse started a ultrasound but wasn't saying anything. I clenched Shawn's hand tightly. The nurse ran out of the room and suddenly a doctor came in. He looked at the ultrasound and sighed then looked at me "I'm sorry but-" I didn't let him finish before I started crying. Shawn and I already knew. I put my hand on my stomach and cried hard. I couldn't believe I lost my baby. Shawn seemed upset but he had no idea what I felt. Having to deliver a dead baby is the worst and guys just don't understand. We got in the car and Shawn put his hand on my leg "It'll be ok babe" he said. I snapped "NO IT WON'T BE OK! YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH SHAWN! YES IT WAS YOUR BABY TOO BUT YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HARD IT IS HAVING TO DELIVER A DEAD BABY! DON'T YOU EVER SAY IT WILL BE OK BECAUSE IT WON'T" Shawn looked down at his feet and sighed then started driving.
*Out of Flashback*
I heard Shawn come upstairs. We haven't talked to eachother since I yelled at him. I felt bad but it was the truth. I heard him walk into the room that was going to the baby's room. I heard shuffling but no other sound. I want to know what he's doing but I can't face him. I heard him start strumming his guitar and singing to Ed Sheeran's song small bump. "You were just a small bump unborn, for 4 months than torn from life" I started crying harder and put my face back into my knees and mumbled a long with him. "Maybe you were needed up there, but we're still unaware of why"
*Shawn's P.O.V*
I walked into the room that was going to be the baby's. I looked around and saw all the stuff that we had gotten early. I shuffled to the closet and grabbed my guitar then sat in the rocking chair and started strumming the guitar. I thought of Ed Sheeran's song Small bump. I decided to start sing in it "you were just a small bump unborn for 4 months then torn from life. Maybe you were needed up there but we're still unaware of why" I looked around the room and couldn't stop thinking about the baby. My eyes stopped on a picture frame that said "You're first picture" and it had a picture of our first ultrasound. I lost it and grabbed the picture frame and threw it across the room. It smashed into pieces as I slid down the wall crying.

*2 years later*
Today is Sarah's first day of college. She's studying to be a chef. I hugged her before she left and kissed her lips "have a good day babe" she smiled and kissed me again "I will"
*Sarah's P.O.V*
I kissed Shawn and walked out of the house. My first day of college. It is going to be great!
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Author's note
Ok guys that's the end of roses. Thanks for reading it. I'm sorry I ended it how I did but i did it to help fit in with the sequal I'm writing to this. I decided I'm going to use the song Hold On for the next story so the name will be hold on. I'll start writing it as soon as I can. There will be some serious topics in it so if you don't like reading about depression then don't read it. I can't wait to start writing it. I'll try to have chapter 1 up by Friday but I can't make any promises so just watch for it. Thanks for reading this story and I hope you like the sequal. Xxx