This is me

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I think I am brave enough to do this.....
Let me rethink this, NO I don't have time for this. Ok so I am going to show you my true self but please don't judge me. This is a photo of me that my friend Erin from netball took yesterday. Ok just give me a few minutes to breath.
I can't do this, I can't do this!!
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Come on Taylor it isn't that hard to reveal yourself to the world!
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Ok on the count of 3
1
2
2 and 1/4
2 and 1/2
2 and 3/4
Ok that's it 3!

   Oh that feels good to get out of me! So this is me, I know your like oh this is so cliche, this isn't you, well I'm telling you this is me! If you don't like me then that's your problem

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Oh that feels good to get out of me! So this is me, I know your like oh this is so cliche, this isn't you, well I'm telling you this is me! If you don't like me then that's your problem.
So as you can see I have long, luscious hazel hair. This hair didn't just come in 2 seconds, I had to grow this for 2 years with little trims so it would look this good! Also I have green eyes, and am very into my makeup. Ok so I know what your thinking, oh I thought someone like you wouldn't where makeup since your mum didn't have much money. Well I'm just gonna tell you that I bought all my makeup with my earning from a mini job I did at the chippy. I'm gonna say five facts you might not have known about me now so:
1) I wax my eyebrows myself
2) I have been playing netball since I was 4
3) I don't have lunch, maybe a snack on the odd occasion
4)I get all my clothes online
5)My hairdresser is Australian
and one more just for fun
6)If someone is in your dreams that means that that person miss you,
Ok that last one want about me, it was just a psychological fact.
About that fact here is another secret, I have been dreaming about this really cute guy although I don't know them and have never seen them in my life before. In my dreams he is my hero, and I mean in every single one. If I am about to die or get hurt he saves me. It's awesome and I think that emm I might be............in love with him, but I DON'T KNOW HIM so how could I love him *slowly start crying*
I want to meet him one day but he probably isn't real, I don't know his name, he never said but I call him 'Hero'. Don't say that that is cringe because it might be but I like it that way.

~Back to the story~

        As soon as gran said I could go and use my phone I was off to my room and straightaway I started to text Sophia
Me- Hi Sophia my gran got me a new phone for my birthday how are you doing?
Sophia- I'm doing great, what a present ay, how are you doing?
Me-Great, over the moon, hyper!
Sophia- ok calm down now 😂😂
Me- Wow how did you get those faces?
Sophia- Just press the smiley face on your keyboard and it will take you to pick from loads of faces!
Me- OMG, look at all these faces 😏😝😛😉🤣😇😤🤡😸👨🏽‍🚒👩🏽‍🚀👩🏾‍🏭
Sophia- Oh and just to say they are actually called emojis
Me- Wow what a fancy word emoji emojis haha
    We chatted for hours upon hours until we fell asleep, this was great I absolutely loved my life now except from having no no n-no moth-th-er. Every night before I went to bed I would look at the pictures of my mum and i on the wall and a little tear would always fall down my cheek. I missed her too much! Why did she have to die, to kill herself, I-I....

     I have never said this about my mum before but I just had too, I just wish I said it earlier

I-I love you......

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