Demophobia | mgc

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Michaels pov

The boys have been staying with us for the past couple days before tour starts again to help out a little. And it's obvious Amelia loves to hang out with them and vice versa. Im not sure how Amelia will act once we tell her shes going in tour. I mean, there are tons of crowds and I'm not sure how she'll react.

"Mikey" I heard a soft voice say. I turn my head and see Amelia with small tears running down her face and daniel clutched tightly in her little hands. It was supposed to be her nap time but I guess not at the moment.

"Come here sweetheart, what's wrong?" I cooed.
She shuffled her way over before launching herself into my arms, sobbing. I stroked her head to try and calm her down before I try to get an answer out of her.

Once her sobs have reduced into small sniffles, I asked her again, "what's wrong bubba?"

"Nightmawe" (she can't pronounce it correctly yet) she said before cuddling back into my chest. I cooed at her again.

"Do you want to talk about it, baby?" She shook her head and I rubbed her back.

"Wan' Cally" she mumbled tiredly.

"You want calum?" I double checked and she nodded. I carefully stood up with her in my arms, making sure she has daniel, before taking her to calums room.

I knocked and walked into the room. He was just listening to music and playing on his phone.

Once Amelia saw him, she whined and made grabby hands at him.

"Awe come here princess" he cooed, standing up and taking her from me, and gently rocking her.

"You good?" He asked me. I gave a shrug.

"You dont mind her napping in here, do you? She had a nightmare and wanted you and-" I ranted.

"It's fine" he cut me off. "You know I can watch her whenever you need. The boys too. We're here for you Mikey." I smiled.

"Thank you Cal. You have no idea how much that means to me." I said, my eyes watering from all the emotion inside of me.

He smiled and told be to go see Luke and ashton, so I'd have some company. Plus I haven't hung out with them alone (not that it's a bad thing) since we've gotten back.

"Hey mate" Ash pipped up once I walked into the room. They were currently playing fifa, though I'm not sure why seeing as though Ashton doesn't like fifa all that much. I didn't question it though.

"Hey" I said in a small voice.
Luke paused the game. "Is anything wrong Mike?" I bit my lip, keeping my head down and shook my head, tears threatening to spill from my eyes.

"Awe Mikey, come here" Ashton said, opening his arms as I run into them, finally allowing myself to let the tears fall. And I sobbed and sobbed, not even caring if I was getting Ashton's shirt wet.

Luke went to get some water for me I think.

"I j-just m-miss t-them s-so much ash" I sob. He shushed my and hugs me tighter. "I-its n-not f-fair".

"I know bud, I know".

****

After my little breakdown, and Amelia's nap, we decided to have the rest of the day relaxing and watching movies. It's a good thing we all love disney movies.

We ended up watching all of the lilo and stitch movies (amelias choice), the Lego movie (Ashton's choice), Pokémon (obviously mine),all the 101 Dalmatians movies animated ones (calums choice), and both of the little mermaid movies (lukes pick). And also just a few random ones.

"Mikey, I wanna be a mermaid" Amelia said giggling.

"Hm, you do, do you?" I hum.

"Mhmmmmm"

"Well then you would live in the sea, away from me. Do you not wanna stay with me anymore?" I pout.

She gasps, "no no I love my mikey! No leave mikey ever!" I smiled as she hugged me.

"Good" I said and I kissed her cheek.
****

Soon enough, it was time for dinner.

"So..." Ash dragged out. "Pizza?"

"I feel kinda bad because we've had pizza almost every day. That's not really healthy for a 4 year old."

"Well, we could probably go to my house for dinner. Mum loves you guys and she makes really good food. And mali will probably be there too, to hang out with Amelia or something," calum proposed. We all look at each other and nod, agreeing to the plan.

"Okay let me call her first, so she has a heads up that there are 5 extra people for dinner," he laughed.

So while cal called his mum, I got Amelia dressed.

Cute but confortable.

"Okay, love, go hang out with Ashton and Luke, yeah?" She nodded her head and went downstairs while I started getting ready.

I packed Amelia a backpack with her favorite blanket that Luke got her, Daniel, and extra pull ups (since she's not potty trained all the way yet), a dummy (just in case), and pajamas.

Once I got myself ready, I picked up Amelia's bag, I walked downstairs where everyone was waiting.

Off to dinner I suppose.