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Relationship with Jungkook: strangers
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Have you ever thought that your life is crap? Hopeless? Or ... can not find happiness to live? One reason could be depression ...
When I was 10 years started my depression. My mother and father did not understand anything. The only thing they thought was just the hormones have come.
They never understand me.....
Up to 13 years of age were much worse.
When I was 14, my family decided that I should go to a psychiatrist hospital. When I first got there they transported me to a room. The only thing that was there was 2 chairs and a table. On one chair sat already a lady.
She pointed to the other chair that I was going to sit on. When I sat down she told me absolutely everything what is going to happen to me on rest of the three years. It was hard to remember all of it, when I was in my thoughts.
Suddenly the door opened.
There was a guy ....
His name was Jungkook.
She told me that I was going to spend my time with him.
She leaves the room. Then the guy started to talk. At that time I got know that he was 15 years old. And he was a volunteer participant to help me.
In the three years was been the happiest time of my life. And after a while I got feelings for him. After three years I could finally go home from psychiatrist hospital.
In the past six months I had planned that after I have gotten myself out I was going to ask him if we could be together. But then the day come.....
We sat on the rooftop while we looked at the view.
For a beautiful sunset. I thought as I leaned my head against his shoulder.
Jungkook?"
"Hmm ~~" he answered back.
"You would never lie to me right?" I asked him.
"Hahahah ... never!" He said.
I pushed his shoulder.
"Do you think I'm stupid?!" I shouted at him while I got up.
He looked surprised at me.
"Y / N calm down, it's not good for your health-" I interrupt him.
"I know absolutely everything!" I said.
3 days ago
I was going into my "old" room to retrieve my stuff to the car. When I heard some voices. I stopped in front of the door to hear what was going on.
?? "Here's your money."
"Thanks" replied Jungkook.
?? "Okey! So when she have come out of the hospital you just need to be with her in one week so can you go to your family again"
"Thank you !! I was happy when I saw that the mother and father of Y / N asked random people to look after her. It was even good was that they are super rich! Do you know how much money I have now ?!" He shouted overjoyed.
?? "HEY HEY! Calm down! We can not let others hear you." He said the guy while he small laughed.
Now
"I'd feel for you! * Small cries * idea how hard it was with my depression?! I thought I had the best man in my life! Obviously not...."
I could see that he looked at me surprised.
"Y/N ...."
"No! I can not anymore" And with that, I went home.
But what he did not know was that he had turned my life .... forever.
Author pov
"No .... This is not Y / N I know who they're talking about" he said to his friends.
"Sorry .... we was going to tell you tomorrow but the news has already write about it." Said Namjoon.
Girl 17 years old: suicide from the roof 23:45.
The reason: heartache
Died: died at the scene.
Background: 10 years began her depression to 17 years old.
Family: unknown
"Why?!? .... ehhh ... I mean why are not her family in the newspaper?" Asked Jungkook.
"Her family would not be writing up because they say she is not they child's" said Jin for Namjoon.
"No! NOO!"
"Everything is my fault ..."
