mercury-
"oh heyy" i said awkwardly since i didn't know his name. "ricky" he stuck out his hand and i shook it.
"alright since you already know who ricky is let me introduce you to the others. this is devin aka ghost" he pointed to a person who looked like a man but at the same time had feminine features. he smiled at me before hugging me.
"that's ryan" he pointed to the guy behind me. he said a small 'hi' and shook my hand. "then that's vinny and balz" he pointed to them. balz squealed before giving me a huge hug with vinny following after.
after introductions my mom clapped her hands "alright let's eat!" she yelled and we all sat down at the round table. me being in between ricky and ghost.
for a while it was quiet before my mom started to make small talk.
"how's the new album coming?" she asked as she took a sip from her drink. "it's going amazing! the fans are gunna love it" chris said with a huge smile.
my mom and everyone conversed about politics or some shit before i was brought into the conversation. "so how's work been?" chris asked me. "good" i said looking down, still not wanting to talk to him. the rest of the conversation involved him asking me questions and me giving him one word answers.
"what's wrong with you?!" he slammed his fork down causing everyone to start to stare at us. "nothing" i said looking at my lap. "yes something is wrong! you've been acting like a little brat since we came here!" he raised his voice more and more.
"you wanna know what's wrong chris?! you fucking left me when i needed you the most! i called you and called you but you never answered! you were the only person i could talk to but you were out there living your rockstar life not giving a single fuck about your sister. did you not once think about me?" i asked and he stayed quiet.
"that's what i thought, chris. you only think about yourself and you know it. i fucking needed you chris! i did so many stupid things that i regret" tears were streaming down my face now.
he got up from his chair and started coming towards me "mercury..." he said softly. "no!" i said and ran upstairs.
this is exactly why i didn't want him coming home.
i would just blow up and he'd say he was sorry and then i would forgive him just like that.
once i got into my room i slammed the door and locked it before kicking off my vans and got into bed.
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