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i don't see why ricky would choose me over her. she was absolutely stunning.
she had the perfect body, hair, eyes, nose, lips... and here i was; a toe.
"nice to meet you" i gave a small genuine smile. she gave me a forced one back and turned back around. bitch.
"she's not used to new people" kylie said and i nodded understandingly. i got closer so i could see the boys preform.
they were in the middle of 'infamous' when ricky looked over and smiled at me. i heard christina giggle. okay maybe it wasn't for me.
my mood had suddenly turned from a happy one to a slightly pissed off and sad one.
i stayed for two more songs before i decided to go back to the bus. "where you going?" ryan ashley asked.
"i'm sleepy so i'm going to head off" i said, faking a yawn so it was more believable. i heard christina scoff and mutter something.
i got kylie and ryan ashely's number so we could keep in touch. sadly the girls couldn't come for the rest of the tour as they had work.
when i got to the bus i changed into my pajamas and laid in my bunk.
i looked up at the bunk ceiling and that's when i felt tears streaming down my face.
she was so much better than me in every way possible. he said he would end things with her but i don't see why.
then i started full on sobbing.
it hurts me not being able to be together with the man that i'm falling for.
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