Chapter 4

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Chase's POV
Wait anong sabi niya? Ayaw niya daw akong kausapin? Huh she's so lucky cause i talk to her. Many girls want to talk to me but i avoid them.

But only one girl i wanna talk to. Her name is shanty

She's my one and only. I still love my ex and its killing me.

Nakipag break siya kasi mag-aaral siya sa new york. Hindi niya daw kaya yung long distance relationship. Nagmakaawa ako. Lumuhod ako sa harap niya hindi naman niya kailangan makipag break kaya kong sumunod sa kanya but she said no hindi ko naman daw kailangan gawin.

I want to say i fucking miss her. But it wouldn't change anything so i'll just keep on pretending i don't.

When i try to forget my ex she just jumps into my life again, i can't take it anymore, i want to forget her.

Even though we broke up a long time ago. I still cry over her... she broke my heart. I don't think I'll ever be able to love again.

Hindi ko na pala namalayan na nasa parking lot ako. Hinahanap ko na ang aking kotse para makauwi na.

Nagmamaneho na ako papuntang bahay. Alam ko sa sarili kong lutang ako. Eto nanaman ako kaya ayokong may maalala ng tungkol sa kaniya. Nabablangko isip ko parang wala ako sa sarili.

Biglang nag ring yung cellphone ko i answer the call.

Whos this? walang gana kong sagot naka tingin pa din ako sa dinadrive ko hindi ko na nakita yung pangalan kung sino yung tumawag.

Your pretty little sister. pabebe niyang sabi.

I dont have a pretty little sister i have a ugly little brat sister. walang ganang sagot ko.

Ha-ha you're so funny kuya! sarcastic niyang pagkakasabi.

What do you want? And where the hell are you? pagalit kong pagkakasabi.

Im here at my bestfriend's house. Bye take care. Uwi na lang ako mamaya. aniya niya na parang nagmamadali.

Kahit wag ka ng umuwi bye. Inend ko na yung call.

She's so annoying too. Kahit kapatid ko siya. I just hate her attitude. She's only 12 years old but she can do her own make up na dapat mga teenagers lang ang gumagawa non. She's still a kid or lets say a baby.

Im still driving. Sobrang boring nag buntong hininga na lang ako. Sobrang boring at sobrang traffic pa. Very nice!

Binuksan ko na lang yung radio and the heck theme song pa namin yung pinapatugtog.

I drive her home when she can't stand, I like to think I'm a better man.🎶

For not lettin' her do what she's been, known to do.🎶

She wears heels and she always falls,🎶

So I let her think she's a know-it-all.🎶

But whatever she does wrong, it seems so right.🎶

My eyes don't believe her, But my heart, swears by her.🎶

I fucking miss her. I hate this feeling. I just cant take this anymore. Parang anytime bibigay ako. It really hurts.

Sinabayan ko ang chorus dinamdam ko ang bawat lyrics.

Baby, baby blue eyes,
Stay with me by my side;
'Til the mornin', through the night.

Well baby, Stand here, holdin' my sides,
Close your baby blue eyes;
Every moment feels right.
And I may feel like a fool,
But I'm the only one, dancin' with you.
Oh...🎶🎶

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