fear is my love.

chapter 3: his is bad too ;)

I know that Alex is mad at me for embarrassing him in front of his own classroom, but hey someone had to speed up the time. Am I right or what? I went up to the door and locked it so no-one could get in. I went to Mr. smith desk and sat on top of it. while Alex just looked at me like I was crazy. I'm not I know how to make him feel better. I scooted closer to him until his face was facing my brests. Than I open up my legs so they were on either side of him. I took his hand and putted it to my lips and kissed it. 

"Alex I'm sorry, Okay". I said putting my other hand in his lap. He shivered and nodded. he looked down at my hands which were going up to his tights. I let go of his hand so I could get his eyes to look at me. then I landed in on him so I could whisper in his ear.

"Is my apologia excepted" I asked biting his ear. He nodded again. I pulled away and said "don't nod at me I want to hear you say I except you apologies." I moving my hand now in between his legs. and shivered once again. it made me feel proud.

"Y-Y-Yes I do except your apologies". he said nervously. yeah that right be afraid of me. I thought. I was about to put my head in his pants when I heard a knock on the door. I smiled and said. "I need a pass to my next class Mr. smith" getting off his desk. going to the door and opening it I saw Jace standing there. Omg, he was/is so cute. I just wanted to hug him.( I hate hugs) He looked so nervous. I smiled at him.

"Is Mr. smith in there". he asked barely talking. I smiled even wider. Omg he is to cute. I nodded but didn't step out of the way.

"yo Alex hurry the hell up with my pass". I yelled over my Shoulder. when I turned to see a shocking look on Jace face, like he was shocked that I called our teacher by his first name. ( I call every teacher by their first name) 

"What's with the looking?" I asked annoyed. As much as I want to be this Nice(girl)  thing today. still doen't mean that I can't be demanding right? I notice that he looked away and than looked at me again. " I'm sorry". he said. wow, he is so shy and scared. 

"Is your brother like this too?" I asked. because this is just plain sad, I mean I'm a girl for heaven sake people should stop being afraid of me. than again if they do they won't live to see tomorrow. 

"Like what?"  he asked all confused. I can tell he is a goody-goody. I don't like that. I like guys who are tough, and dangerous. 

"Like you, shy, scared, afraid?." I said. He looked hurt, and I didn't even say anything mean. 

"Omg, that was mean, I mean he is just so cute and Innocent that it drives me crazy! and with every emotion on his face he still looks hot." I mumbled to myself, it's not fair this is not fair I don't want to like him. I won't like. I will do whatever to get my feeling to stay put. than I look up see to see him smiling, Omg I thing I went to heaven. 

"why are you smiling?" I asked. he just laughed and looked over my Shoulder I did the same only to see Mr. smith face as red as blood. wired!. 

" here you go bella" mr. smith say passing me my pass. I smiled and took it and step aside so, jace could go in the classroom. 

"see ya'll" I said going to my next class.

-------------------------------------lunch time---------------------------------

 The day was interesting. I mean, I actually had fun a school, for like the first time ever. I wasn't being bitch, and every-person kept on smiling and waving at me. they weren't acting like they wanted to shit their pants!!!!!!!!!!. 

when It was time to go to lunch. Amy (my BFF, not that I would admitted to her or anything) and me walked to my locker and put our stuff their. we do a lot because that way we have less walking to do.