"Thisbe wake-up". someone yelled, jumping into my bed.
"leave me the fuck alone,...I..I need my hatred sleep". I growled deepening my head futher into my pillow. I for real HATE, people!
"you have to wake-up, or you'll be late for school." Lena yelled pulling my blanket off my bed. I fucking swear this girl never get when she is not wanted. I mean come the fuck on, I don't care about school, I hate the teacher, the kids, the food, every-fucking thing about including the school it self.
"Purrosalena Ann Jackson if you don't leave me the hell alone, your gonna be picked in an ambulance in a blink of an eye." I yelled sitting up in my bed.
"Izzy you don't have to yell at me, I'm just trying to help you. you know mom would be really mad, if your late to school." walking out of my room. okay I know...right? I get it I am the bitch, but it's hard to act like you care when you grow-ed up your whole life knowing every fucking dam thing is just shit. I love my sister, I know that deep down, I will never admitted but I do.
"uhg" I murier to my self. Well you know what they say one less bitch to worry about right?
I get up and walk into the bathroom, look my self in the mirror. yuks "people should call me sleep ugly because that face in the mirror staring back at me is one ugly looking face. I know what yall are going to say, but really like I said. I am not a bitch who thing she better than everyone. But when you step in my way...you won't know what hit while your're being pulled in the back of and ambulance.
After using the bathroom I go down stair to get some breakfast before heading to school. I stop when I hear an smacking sound. I walk toward the noise and stop when I see my mom yell at Lena. than she smacks her again, I flinch. ah-ha, yup, my mom is one of those abusive bitchs, she don't drink or anything. she is just violencey (if that makes seance). I see tear coming from Lena eyes, and I rash to her side. wiping her tear way. I look at my mom.
"That's not really necessary MOM, if you need some thing to hit, there are rock you know. best thing is they don't have feeling like you!". I yelled at my mom getting in her space. my mom glared at me and than Lena and left the living room. Did I mention that my mom is kid of scared of me? well she is. when I was young my mom always used to use me for her punching bag, but when I turned 15-year-old, I started fighting back with her. But one day she was hell-a-lot pissed and she slaped me hard on the face, that I couldn't take it. so I jump on her and start punching with my fist, until I saw tear rolling from her eyes. from that day til now my mom doen't touch me. well to be honest I hate that she doen't touch me because now she uses my baby sister as her punching bag, especially when I am not around. and I fucking hate her for that. she should be picking on someone her own size, not her own fucking kids.
I look at my sister and hug her tightly saying"it's gonna be okay Lena, don't be afraid". kissing her forehead.
"Do you need ride to school?" I asked Lena. "No, your gonna be late. anyways William mom is taking me." she answered. "okay, than I will see after school". I said giving her on last hug. and going out too my car.
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I walk into the school. go straight to my locker and get my school shit out for the day and close it shut. walking to my first period class I think about what my live would be like, once I'm out of this shit. I turn to the corner and than
Boom, all books fall on to the floor. I look up to see a wow, BEAUTIFUL face looking at me, with a hint of sorrow. "I'm so, so sorry." he says. I look at him (OH-HOT-DAYM) he is fucking gorious. But nobody and I mean Nobody bums into me and gets away with. I been going to this school for along time and I never say him before, he must be new. I stand up and take a step towards him. and than smile
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