Loving You Too Much ; Septiplier

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Seán's P.O.V.
I run around the seemingly endless track one more time before I collapse onto the bleachers. I wipe the sweat away from my forehead.

My friend Carson walks over. I look him straight in the eye. "I fuckin hate this class." "Dude, you've only been here for two weeks. Your opinion will change. Trust me!" I shrugged and laid back. I had forgotten my gym clothes and was forced to run in my skinny jeans. I was dying from the heat and was frankly very close to leaving and going home for a nap.

  My thoughts of escaping this hell hole quickly vanished when I saw Mr. Fischbach walking to his car. He checked his watch and unlocked the door. He opened it and looked around inside. He must have found what he was looking for because he shut his door with a relieved look.

The bell rang and I jogged to the water fountain. As I bent down to get somewater, someone touched my butt. I jump up and quickly turn around to see who it is, wanting it to be Mr. Fischbach. I'm disappointed to see that it's the girl I talked to on the first day I was here. She says, "Hey! Seán, I was wondering if you wanted to come over and help me study for the math test tomorrow?" I looked at her with a look of disgust but I was attempting to be nice, "Look, I like you but I'm gay. You may think that you can change me, but I'm happy with who I am." She looked at me and bit her lip. "I'm not trying to change you, I'm trying to make you better! Besides a man can't make you feel as good as I can." She said as she put her hand on my chest. I slapped her hand away with a huff. I walked quickly to calculus, wanting to forget that whole conversation.

My vision starts to blur as I get more upset. I walk faster, starting to hyperventilate. I bump into someone as tears run down my face. They grab my back and pull me closer, keeping me from falling. I blink back the tears as they say," Seán, hey, are you ok?" Mr. Fischbach says softly. I look into his eyes as he wipes my tears away. He removes his arm from around my waist. "Hey, what's wrong? Why are you out of class?" "I-i I'm sorry... I just had a-a, nevermind it's not important." He puts his hand on my cheek and says," Cmon, I don't have a class this period. I'll call your teacher and say that I took you from the end of 2nd period. I'll say that I needed to talk to you." He takes my hand and quickly leads me back to his class.

I sit on the table closest to his desk. He looks sexy as hell as he walks towards me. He leans back onto the edge of his desk and crosses his arms. "So Seán, what was all that about?" I look down sheepishly. "It was really nothing.. you can let me go now." "Nonsense! Please Seán, I'm concerned." He says lifting my head to look him in the eye. "I-I was just getting water and a girl that talked to me on the first day came up. She grabbed my arse and it made me uncomfortable." I say straightening up and looking past him because I felt ashamed. He mumbled a continue as if he knew there was more. "W-Well I looked at her and said that I was gay..." I said the last part above a whisper because I didn't want him to tell my mom. He sighed and said," look it's ok, I'm not going to tell anyone. What happened after that?" He said gently. I looked at him and said," Well after that I told her that I was happy and that she couldn't change me. She said that she wasn't trying to change me but make me better." I said with my cheeks already starting to get hot. "A-After that she said that a man could never please me the way she could. I don't know I think it was the look in her eyes. It made me upset..." I hear him mumble something under his breath. I looked up and he said, " there's no need to feel ashamed or embarrassed. It's ok, what she did was wrong. Do you know her name?" I shook my head and then said," Actually she's wearing a shirt that has a flower on it and she's got blond hair.

I get up off the desk as he says," I'll keep my eye out for her. Anyways it's getting late, I gotta send you back to class." He leans over his desk and gets a sticky note. He checks his watch and writes down the time. I look at his arse and bite my lip. He turns around and sees me biting my lip. "Don't do that, it makes your lips sensitive." He hands me the pass and our fingers brush against each other's. I walk to 3rd period and knock on the door. It opens and I hand the pass to the teacher. I walk to my seat next to Felix. I sit down, look him right in the eye and say, "Dude, how do I resist fucking Mr. Fischbach?"

The day seems to drag on until 7th period. I walk into science and Mr. Fischbach greets me. He pulls me over to him and whispers, " is that her? In the back of the class?" I look and sure enough it was her. I nod and he sends me to my seat. After everyone is seated, he says," ok people. Today, we're taking notes." Everyone groans and he says," haha, groan all you want. It's an easy 30 points so just do it." As the power point goes, I watch his enthusiasm for the solar system.

A blond girl in the front of the class raises her hand. "Yes, Ms. Johnson?" "What's a sun?" He groans, takes off his glasses and walks to the window. He unlocks it before attempting to climb out of it. His leg gets caught on the windowsill. "Of fuck!" He says as he falls out the window, onto the ground. Felix nudges me and says a little too loud, "Mr. Fischbach, you need to come back! Seán wants that dick!" He pops his head above the window as everyone stares at me and laughs. I look down, mortified. He climbs back in, closes the window, and says," Everyone sit down and be quiet! Let's get back to the PowerPoint and finish it." Everyone sits and I put my head down, wanting to be anywhere else but here.

The bell rang, I tried to get my backpack and walk out of class as fast as I could. Someone grabbed my backpack and pulled me back. It was Mr. Fischbach. "Seán, is what Felix said true?" I blushed and said,"yeah... but-" He smirked and said," That's sweet, just don't let it go to your head. It could get in the way of your work." He let me go and I ran to the bus blushing. What the fuck is happening to my life?