The darkest me

unsatisfactory

Last weekend was totally wonderful. I hope this weekend brings much more. This would be the last week of school before summer break. Ross and Meg was doing wonderful. Ross proposed to Meg on one knee in front of the school, right in our hallway and to be honest I kind of envied her right now. How can she be blessed with the perfect man while am just stuck with a perfectly wonderful dick. I wonder what it would feel like riding on Ross's dick. I bet it will be something. I bet I can make him want me. I bet he'll desire me more than he does Meg.

The week flew by at school like usual, Meg and I attending classes. Ate lunch together and talked about boys. This weekend we wouldn't be going out together because Ross was going to formally introduced his teenage finance to his family. Jamie would be dating this week girl and John was spending time with his family before he had to leave  Monday morning with us. Monday morning would mark the beginning of summer, school would be out and we all plan to go up to Jamie's parents' cabin to chill together. No parents, no rules, just us. Our parents agreed after we told them it was a project for school. We would not be completely alone anyway the cabin's caretaker lived within the same yard space and was asked to check upon us from time to time.

It was Friday night I was alone as usual with my sitter as mom and dad was out like they normally do on weekends. As I laid in bed thinking of a way to somehow be witched Ross my door bell rang. I didn't want to take him from Meg I just wanted to feel his dick inside of me. The door bell rang again interrupting my thoughts. Who could it be at this moment of the night. They better be dying ringing my door bell at 10:58pm in the night.

"WHAT DO YOU WANT!!!"
I yelled as I opened the door.

"You baby girl", he said as he planted his lips on mine.

My entire body began to shiver. He swept me off of my feet and took me to my bedroom where we often played. He then undressed me and tore off my underwear with his bare hands. My hormones were sky rocketing, my body longed for his touched. He began to kiss my lips down to my neck and then on my tummy till he eventually reached his destination. My pussy starting watering as he gentle lit my clit. I almost passed out when he slip his tongue into my pussy.

"I can see your pussy remembers me baby girl."

I gripped his head and forced it down deeper between my legs. As he suck I felt electricity running through my body, I started to vibrate and then i came. But the urge I now had was undying I want his dick.

"Fuck me."
"Sure baby girl allow me."

He held his eight inch dick in his hands erect and bare. He started to head down to my entrance and I stopped him.

"Where is the condom?"

"Condom baby girl, someone else as been playing in my pussy huh."

He ignored my request for a condom and just force his dick inside me, giving me all of it. I screamed as he stabbed me harshly with one hand in my hair.

"Who have you been cheating with, I demand to know", he ask placing his hand around my neck. His other hand was tangled up in my hair.

"Noone", I screamed wanting the pain to stop.

"Baby girl stop playing with me and give me a name."

His grip got tighter in my hair and around my neck each time he asked the question and each time he didn't get an answer his stabbing intensify. At one point it all became unbearable and I was on the verge of blocking out Jonathan was the words that slipped out. Saturday morning I found myself naked in bed and he was gone as usual leaving no trace behind just scars on my body.
I may have to get rid of him after all I have found myself a new younger boy toy I am quite comfortable with. How did I get myself into this mess?